Saturday, January 19, 2008
letting go of the past, moving on the the future with a brave heart
easy to say, hard to achieve
i had a really long day in school today and i was pretty zoned out towards the end of the day. i decided to just attend chem tutorials and lectures as they're held during my breaks. so i might as well attend just in case i decide to have h1 chemistry. results should be out most likely on thursday and friday. \=
attended ine first meeting today and i'm still q apprehensive about it. shall just see how it goes.
headed to marina sq after cca and met chuting, edwyna and peiting. met zifang on the bus already and we kind of talked about jae. more like she talked and gave me advices while i listen. but thank you for reminding me about God's plans and words. thank you for your encouragements and reminders which i'll bear in my heart. i might not have said much during the entire bus trip but i was listening and reflecting alot. it's really not easy to trust and keep faith especially when i'm doubtful of myself which in turns make me doubt God to a certain extent. but i'm thankful for all that you've said and done. it's really difficult and mentally draining to actually think about and apply all of them, but i'll try and stop running away like what i've been doing lately.
dinner was at swensons which as usual burnt a hole in my pocket. i started the week with over 50 in my wallet and i ended the day with having to withdraw another 50 from my card. great, about 80bucks spent on food alone this week. plus it's not like i keep going out to eat or anything. i'm "swearing" off bubble tea in nj for the next few weeks and i shall go to budget places like food courts or even hawker centres for food. if not i shall just starve myself and not eat. even better, can lose weight! to lose 3kg! hehe. ok, i know i sound pretty extreme here. but if you know me, i wont be able to keep that up for long. anw i like sinful indulgence such as chocolates, ice creams etc so much, it's impossible for me to shed any pounds. although eating can be such a pleasure, you've got to have the money first before you can really enjoy.
and so we spent the rest of the night just talking, laughing, cam whoring and basically being a joke to this waiter because peiting was being her usual loud and hilarious self which must be pretty amusing to the waiter. then we went over to marina bay for a walk plus more photos.
pictures to keep you guys entertained.
disclaimer: i look really bad because i didn't go home at all while everyone else was all dressed up. and in any case i'm so shagged
this was on monday when we had island creamery
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words i couldnt say,
emotions i couldn't counter
signed and sealed with love at...12:55 AM
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