for everything i just couldn't do

dead tired from The Quest today. we had to walk in the rain where my brand new pretty paperchase organiser from borders got wet. i'm so sad )= i hope the pages dont crumple up too much and that the ink would stop staining the pages. it's less than a month old.

orientation has been pretty good so far and i hit the sack soon after 10 each day. which means to say i've more or less rectify my screwed up body clock ever since o's ended. but then again, i cant wait for the weekends to come cause it means meeting up with friends!

i dont know to look forward to lessons next week, or to dread it.

anyway, hold on my dear friends. because things get better.

i'm sorry for not being able to be physically there to hug you and help in any way i can. when you started crying on the phone, i felt so helpless. i wanted so much to give you a great big bear hug and tell you everything's alright even if it isn't. i miss you a whole lot and would do anything to make things better for you. i miss seeing your face, hearing your voice, knowing that you're there beside me. i just want you to know that i'll always be ready to cross the road to look for you even if it means missing part of my orientation. because you just mean so much and it hurts to see you upset. i know it's not easy, i've been through just 3 days of it and i wanted to give up so badly. but hold on, and things would get better. i'm missing you a whole lot and keep holding on to that small bit of faith.


rmb that i'll always be there to piggy-back you when the going gets tough!
ps: we need to take more pics together. this was like way back in sec 2 already!

signed and sealed with love at...10:57 PM
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