Sunday, January 13, 2008
arms are for hugging, but lips are not for kissing
HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEENTH SUIKIM PAL!
stay pretty like always and remember your six months singlehood promise still holds! hahs. anyway i'm really glad to have such a wonderful friend like you. we're 8yrs and counting. that's really really long. i'm glad for having you by my side throughout this whole difficult period of growing up, knowing that you'll never judge me and will always be there to listen to me. there were times we didn't talk for weeks or even months, but you've always hold a special place in my heart and will never fail to pop out in my mind at the most unexpected moments. taking this opportunity to wish you all the best in this year and remember to stay true to yourself. remember that in whatever you do, i'll always be silently supporting you and will always be there for you. love you with the whole of my tiny heart! ((=
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
your bestie,
Yue Xi
hahs. ok i added in that last part of the title myself. but this tittle is of relevance ok! simply because suikim and liting gave me this shirt when we met yesterday for an early 17th birthday celebration for suikim. anyway we did the usuals of sitting down to a long long dinner at newyork newyork and updating each other about our love lives. oops! sorry for all the random words/phrases. i think i'm abit high now. although i'm feeling sad too. ok i'm contradicting myself. but yea, we talked for pretty long before deciding to go because the people were kind of chasing us away. dinner was ex! i hate the stupid service charge and gst. it's burning a hole in my pocket. i spent more than 50 bucks this weekend on just food alone. plus the rise in cab fare has put me off from excessive cabbing lately. i cant believe my mum keeps telling me that i shouldn't get too upset because it's justified for the rise with all the inflation of petrol costs. oh wells.
anyway, we decided to move to esplanade rooftop terrace to continue with all our girl talk. saw amanda there and i think she grew taller yet again. goodness, give me just 5-7cm more and i'll be eternally grateful. yea, so my saturday night has been spent chatting with my lovely besties and i'm glad to hear both of you are doing well. stay strong ok? and liting if you need to talk, remember both suikim and i are here for you. although we might not have gone through the same thing or might not know the right things to say, but we'll be your listening ear. (=
we ended the day with a slice of heavenly tiramisu at chocz before heading home. mummy cheated me cause she told me that i could take bus 10 all the way home from esplanade which was faster than taking mrt then bus. but i had to walk so far to the bus stop. from esplanade all the way to clifford pier. plus i was alone and there were funny people hanging around clifford pier area. and then i waited for more than 20mins for the damn bus. goodness i was so pissed off. i was so glad to be home and crashed almost immediately. wanted to stay up till 12 to wish suikim but i fell asleep at about 11.50pm. \=
anyway church today was fine. i still fell asleep during sermon though. hate myself for that. sunday school was ok too. i kinda like my class. (=
was a last minute decision to go out to meet chuting and edwyna. parents weren't too happy because they find that i've been staying out late too much. but i've only stayed out late on friday (which was for campfire) and saturday. plus i reached home today at about 7.30pm. i guess they just want to see me around at home more often and so that i can clean my room. gah. i keep procrastinating.
and parents have given me this talk about the whole bgr issue a few days after * called me on the cell.(which they somehow found out) i'm just glad they didn't keep it up for too long and they trust me for having the maturity to make decisions for myself. i'm glad they're not like some others who breathe down their children's neck and really make sure they dont step out of the line. anyway i've made a promise to myself and i really do intend to keep to it. if i dont, i think i'll be more disappointed in myself than my parents would be of me. if you want to know what it is, just ask me. i've actually made that promise q some time ago, but only decided to share about it recently. afterall it'll be easier to get reminded if i do get tempted in any ways.
moving on, i heard another shocking rumour that results will on 19th jan, which is really really soon! i didn't expect it to be so soon, and i'm secretly hoping that is not true. because if it is, it means that i've got to really sit down and think through if i want to stay in nj. there's so many factors to consider i really dont know anymore. i miss the old me when i knew exactly what i wanted to do and where to go. the yuexi who never hesitates about her decision and had the bravery and confidence in herself. plus the decision is now even tougher because parents have opened up another option for me, which is acs (ib). very long time ago, i did consider it. but i soon ditched the idea due to the steep school fees. but my parents surprisingly offered to send me there if i wanted to although i've never mention about this little fantasy of mine. but now i dont really know much about the whole ib program and i'm q apprehensive about it. and of course there's still the constant battle between staying in nj or not. i kinda like the environment but the whole subject combi thing is rather upsetting. i dont know if i should continue to be stubborn and insist on my 4 h2. or just give in to h2 history and h1 geography just so i can remain in nj. and i'm afraid of all the smart people around me. it can get so stressful. for those who know me, you know that i dont work well under the pressure of trying to surpass others. i only work well when i try to beat myself. and this can only be done when i know that i've got the potential to do so. just like the whole nanyang pri vs crescent issue which i've shared with some close friends. hiaz. decisions decisions.
ok, lessons are starting proper from tomorrow onwards and my timetable sucks so bad. i only have geog lecture and contact time tomorrow which adds up to about 2hrs only. but i've got to stay in school from 7.30am-1pm. with so many empty slots in between. ))= and i might be crashing ac soon just so that i can find out how lessons go over there. my brother has 2-3 extra ac badges. so who's interested to join me? hahs. but i'm such a scaredy cat cause i'm afraid i'll get caught. plus i dont really fancy the idea of producing a parent's letter on the first week of proper lessons.
ok...this is such a long post. shall entertain you guys with pictures which i finally got from suikim. sorry for looking so bad. at least i wasn't late for once on that day ok! i conclude that as long as i dont attempt to dress properly, i wont be late.
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presenting to you my pretty besties since primary school! (((=
signed and sealed with love at...9:16 PM
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