when something can seem so right and so wrong all at the same time

ok...yuexi's reporting back from her first day of work. actually i was feeling really really lazy and didn't want to come online at all. i just want to collapse onto bed (once my hair dries) and then sleep all the way till tommorrow morning. actually work only started proper at 10 plus 11 and we packed and packed and packed till lunch. ate lunch at the foodcourt thingy. somehow mummy was so desperate looking for me because some MOE person called early in the morning to tell her that my PAE online application didn't get through. (which is so not true because i got the verification slip which literally screams that it was successful at 23.04 last night!) but anyhows she was really worried cause she couldn't contact me on my handphone which i left in the office. but God is wonderful and it's so coincidental that when she walked into the lobby, i was walking past to go back to the function room which doubles up as the warehouse for the sales. so dad quickly sent me home and i logged onto the damn PAE website thing again just to find that there was still a verification slip thingy on my homepage. i was so pissed i started screaming around and my dad called the MOE hotline thing. after wasting so much time on the phone and the person check this nonsense and that, they finally come and tell me that my application was successful. WTH! i was so angry i almost wanted to curse or something. if they had so much time to come and call me early in the morning and make me go home halfway from work, then why dont they have the time to call again just to assure me that everything's fine? can u imagine all the trouble mummy would have to go through just to contact me if we didn't meet at the lobby? goodness, this incident started me thinking about all the things we learn in SS and whether they are just like ____. argh! so frustrating. and it's like so scary cuz i was so afraid i couldn't go to a JC or something.

so anyway, the tiring part only came after lunch cause that was when ALOT more stocks came in and the whole place was so so so messy. we had to pack everything in according to size, move the boxes accordingly etc etc for like 5 hrs? pretty tiring. but at the end of the day when you get your pay, it makes it seems all worthwhile. plus i got to catch up alot more with suikim. and i think her friend, huiyi is super pretty!!! i need to learn from her and accquire her determination for dieting. she dropped from like 45kg to 38kg in about a yr! my idol!!! but i think it's abit scary if she continues to diet. but she's like so pretty!! ahh! sk, why your nanyang good friends all so pretty one?! lucky i'm not going to HC next yr, hahas.

ok. anyway, thanks pearlyn and yinwai for coming down to visit. i really didn't expect u guys since sales will only start tomorrow from 10am-7pm. so sorry for making u guys wait and i cant talk for long. later i get sacked on my first day la! but yea, i'm really touched. thanks alot! and to those who are thinking of visiting, i think you really dont have to waste your time because it's gonna be really busy the next few days and i dont think i'll be able to talk. i'm supposed to be working at the cashier area as packer or something, so all the more i cant talk with all the adults around. i know u guys will support me emotionally! hehe. thanks anw. plus the area is pretty inconvenient, so dont waste your time.

anw i think i'm just going to bust my pay today on my own clothes,shorts and bags tomorrow! i hope the size that fits me is still available! got so many cheap stuff i want to get!!

ok i'm gonna sleep soon so that i'll be all awake tomorrow. goodbye

signed and sealed with love at...9:18 PM
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