so how exactly do you define forever?

sometimes i think that i worry too much for my own good.

i'll be away for church camp from tomorrow till friday evening. don't msg/call me unless it's really urgent. note that cost of overseas sms would be charged to your hp bill not mine.
(this time last yr, i was exchanging so many sms with mich and comm cause it was so close to I&E camp. i miss my secondary life even before jc comes into the picture)

somehow it just suddenly dawned on me that life wouldn't be the same anymore. my two closest friends are not going to the same place as me. (or rather i've been trying to numb myself to the fact and pretend that it's never gonna happen. just like how i didn't try a single bit to get them to consider nj instead. i guess we've got to respect each other.) it's funny how i used to think that at least i'll go somewhere together with one of them, or even in the best case with both of them. but somehow things didn't turn out the way i envisioned them too, and i'm left all alone to go to ___ instead. in the first place i dont even know if i can make it in. the only thing i'm glad and comforted is that at least zifang is going in with me. if not i really dont know what to think. but then...

ok. i'll leave this till another day when i'm in a better state of mind.

in the meantime, i'm sorry for mia-ing the past few days. everyday has been wake up, work, come back, bathe, use the net while waiting for hair to dry and then sleep. now i understand why adults say u meet your true friends in school. work seriously kills your social life. it's even worst than exams in that aspect.

signed and sealed with love at...8:31 PM
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