don't ask me why, because i'm not ready to trust

ok. so i was in a really really horrid mood the entire week but i'm pretty alright now. even colours award couldn't make my day better on friday. i was seriously not excited nor happy whatsoever when i got that slip of paper. that's how much my opinions can change within a few days once i make up my mind not to care. seriously, i can treat something like trash once i decide it's no longer important. somehow i don't really care anymore. but i still thank God and the teachers who nominated and supported me for this award. it's nothing to be proud of since a thousand others are getting it. but nonetheless i appreciate that effort. it's probably my first and last trophy/medal or whatever you call it that i'm getting from crescent. so at least 10 yrs down the road i can still be reminded of my crescent days. i'm really not a person who gets trophies often. so yea, it'll mean q abit to me. like in primary school, all i got was 1 medal and 2 trophies for 6 whole years.

anyhows, i'm sick of school. i want the weekends to last forever. sometimes school is just a waste of time. and sometimes i jus want to be a snail and hide in my stupid shell so i wont have to face anyone. i'm an anti-social kid...

caughted harry potter on thursday with the usual gang plus peiting. sad that michelle couldn't come for it in the end. the more i think about the movie, the more unsatisfied i am. the special effects were good, but they cut so many scenes. and if i didn't read the book i dont think i'll understand what was going on. and the part about fighting voldemort wasn't even exciting and scary enough. it's supposed to be the best part of the movie!!!

i lead sucha boring life nowadays i really dont know what to blog about.

so till the next time something exciting happens. which maybe a really long time later.

signed and sealed with love at...2:52 PM
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