no point. no point at all.

ok...the absolutely fine yuexi is back. no worries friends! hahas. but yea, i'm fine now. (like i said i will be) (((=

having those long long chats on msn with zifang, visiting my gran in malaysia and talking in church has helped. so i'm ok.

oh man. i'm like really really dreading school tmr. i've never dread it so much before (ok...maybe like in sec 1 on the first day). but yea...term3=no life for sec 4s. damn. i'm like really really scared of what my life will become from tmr onwards. like i keep saying i have to work hard and all, but it's difficult! i still keep thinking about other stuff in my life. and wasting my time walking around the hse, or surfing the net or just stoning and in the end making myself sadder. anyhows, i want prelims and o's to be over quick quick. to those reading my blog, brace yourself for emo posts and random rants for the next half of the yr! i promise you that. no more cool stuff is gonna happen in my mundane life. not even nicenice enterprise stuff which never fails to make me smile. so don't say i didn't warn you man. (and i think alot of random ppl are reading my blog. i'm kinda getting uneasy)

hmms...so i kept bugging mummy to go out with me today. afterall it's the last day of the hols, and i've been pretty much a good girl this hols. but she didn't want to as we hate the weekend crowds. so here i am stuck at home. i wanna enjoy my last day of freedom! usually at this time of the holidays, i'll be rushing my hw like siao, but this time i finished them in week 3 so i deserve to go party what right?!!! hiaz. but at least she promised to bring me out on weekdays when i become too tired from mugging. (but not like there will be much time.tsk)

actl there's alot of things i need to do before tmr. like figure out the whole concept behind plate tectonics, finish studying hist and do chi tuition hw. but i can't seem to get moving.

okok. let's not talk about hw and skl. it's making me depress. )=

bah...i think i put on weight. afterall i've been pigging out on alot alot of chocs and icecream after the mids till now. i just cant help but munch on chocs whenever i need the endorphins. it helps like alot! plus i haven't been exercising at all the entire hols. unless u count shopping. afterall it's walking wad! (excuses only!) then i was wearing my jeans just now and it seems to be tighter. )))= i'm gonna watch my diet from tomorrow onwards. and i shall stop whining every time there's mass runs. hehe. i want mass dance soon!

q sad that i couldn't meet up with sk and lt again before skl reopens. i guess the next time we will meet is after o's, so jiayou both of you. liting jiayou for studies yea? i know you can do it! just dont let you-know-what affect your studies too much. (= and sk, jiayou for your endless sia and hw and whatsnot. too bad we won't be in the same jc, but maybe we'll end up in the same uni or sth!hahas. and i cant wait to catch ballet under the stars with you! do remind me to keep talking to you yea, afterall we meet so rarely.

ok...
in less than 24hrs i'll be in skl. sucks.

because life's like that. it all matters if you dare to take that step forward and find out what lies beyond the rickety steps

signed and sealed with love at...3:19 PM
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