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him to be well
GO TUANQI!!!!
at least 165
be more toned
lose 3kg
skin to be better
more clothes
single digit L1R5
better public speaking skills
graphic tee
money to get what i want! =D
overseas trip with friends
guess handbag
handbags/tote bags
shoes/heels/wedges/pumps
skinny jeans
ride singapore flyer
more time!
cute dress
cute mini pouch for my mp3
nice prom dress asap
new laptop (light blue VAIO pretty please!)
night out at marina bay with my lovelies

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i absolutely cannot take it anymore!

i'm breaking my hiatus and stopping all work. let's go on a strike or something. seriously...past week has been horrid. i've been trying to keep things in perspective and stay happy and positive. but i can't do it anymore.

papers for the entire week has been bad. real bad. on the exception of amath cuz it's surprisingly much easier than the past yr papers. as usual there's the mad rush of last minute studying. and i hope i didn't screw up SS SBQ too badly. but then again...i won't do well for history cuz i haven't even finish studying china's oh-so-complicated history filled with bloodshed between the CCP and GMD. china's history is real interesting...but not so much when u gotta memorise facts. actually history is really nice. i just don't like the way it's tested. and science has been horrid as usual. doubt i'll be able to get a at all for chem. physics wud be even worse i'm sure. (tho i havent even sat for the paper)

and i really am losing my fighting spirit for this whole screwed up mid years. i really screw it up so bad it wud be surprising if i can keep below 20 points. and i'm really not blaming anyone or anything unlike last yr. cuz this yr i just couldn't push myself to study. there was even a period of time i kinda gave up on everything. i didn't see the point. like i'm no longer aiming at top notch jc and i don't really care if i end up in poly even. even my parents don't mind. like my mum keeps saying "really, i don't mind if u go to poly if it makes u happy. cause eventually u are still going out there to work. i dont ask of u to be the best. i just want you to be happy" yes...and that makes me happy but not any less stress.

and to top it off my maid is leaving for phillipines for good tonight. she worked for us for 11 years! she's already a family and i'll miss her loads and loads. she's somewhat like my second mum. always buying nice goodies for me. and helping me look for stuff. (note that i'm always misplacing my stuff and she's always the one helping me find them) at the back of my head...each time after 2 yrs when her contract ends i would assure myself she would extent it. and true enough it happened 5 times. and i soon convinced myself she would always be there by my side. but the time has come for her to leave. for a better life in fact. she's going to continue her studies in nursing and eventually go on to places like australia and UK. so i guess for the future of her, we gotta let her go. but still! i dont want her to go! i guess i'll cry v badly tonight when we send her off. i hope parents allow me and bro to visit her at the end of the yr. she invited us! don't u think it'll be cool to scurry off to an unknown country without parents and just live there for a few weeks in peace...not having to worry about anything at all. that's what i call a peaceful life.

i'm going over to chuting's later to transfer some pics for my maid. cuz we can't find the camera cable. and then off to the budget airport to send her off. i hope i can get some studying done over at choop's. i can't seem to do it at home the entire day today.

aiya...so i just want to scrape thru the mids and then really put in my all for prelims. i just can't wait for this whole nightmare to be over. seriously.