Hold my hands tight to guide me in Your light

ok...thanks zifang for always giving me God-given advices whenever i face such inner conflicts. knowing and doing it are absolutely different things so i'm still struggling but extremely glad for God's help all these while. and not to forget you. i know i've said this loads of times, but still "thanks alot!". and of course yin wai. i'll be praying for your salvation tmr and i hope God touches your heart and move you.

today's rather alright. been spending my day reading this book the church gave a couple of weeks ago-i kissed dating goodbye. it's pretty insightful and analyses dating differently. i think it's a pretty good book that's worth the read whether or not you're considering getting into a relationship at this point in time. it doesn't discourage you from dating, but rather lay out the pros and cons for you and allow you to decide for yourself. it's from the biblical point of view. so to my dear brothers and sisters in christ, if u have already taken the step out to go into a relationship, it would make alot of sense to read this book. and decide for yourself if this is the right time for a bgr. yups. as for me. my plans would be kept for myself. but the bottomline is: there's no hope for u secretboy. so just give it up alright.

photo taking today was exhuasting. i was panting and sweating after the 2 rounds today. i'm just glad it wasn't one after another. first was council. and i was constantly fiddling with my screwed up fringe. fun shot was pretty funny. wonder how it'll turn out.

then went to the canteen and ate while waiting for enterprise's session. waited forever at the corridoor cuz whichever cca took up so long and pushed the whole schedule back. was crapping and all with the sec 4s as usual.and the jnrs laughed at my ugly fringe. i tell you the next person who comments on it will get it from me man! BEWARE! (and in the meantime i'll just keep convincing myself it'll grow. tho my hair is famous for taking like 3 whole months or sth jus to grow an inch) and then i ended up directing the club again to get into their positions for the photo. but it wasn't as bad as last yr. i could still rmb i ended up tearing cuz i was so inexperienced at that time. it was my first task given as a CEO alright! and ms tan was rubbing salt into the wound ytd when she kept asking jessica to be prepared for today if not it wud be as screwed as last yr's. thanks ah! and i snapped at huizhen when she agreed that last yr's foto was ugly. i think she didn't know i was there or sth. and she was rather shocked. hahs. but we all laughed it off so don't think i'm angry with u or sth! but this yr's fun shot was funny. we were all holding on to moneybills. i bet no other cca has done that! cuz it's unique to Enterprise club. initially, ms tan was afraid it wouldn't look too good on the cca cuz it shows that we are money faced or sth. but i think it's funny and special! sure no other cca will have one. and there was even a committee shot! i hope it turns out pretty pretty! so i was all sweaty after photo taking. it's the most tiring thing i've done in the week. (other than mass run today)

anw i'm really looking forward to tomorrow. after going to church with yin wai in the morning, i'm going down to town to meet sk and lt. finally an item off the list of things i wanna do. miss them a hell lot and tho meeting might be short tomorrow, it's better than none! (=

ok..i should stop updating so often.

the smell of the weekends is just too pleasant. i need a break from everything

signed and sealed with love at...10:16 PM
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