i shall and will continue to love you as a friend no matter what you do

yes...when i set my heart out to do something i'll really do it. unless i find out that you betrayed me again...but let's just leave that till you really do. for now i just hope that you can at least have a bit more trust in the friendship? i've already taken a step back. maybe it's time for you to take one forward now. it takes '2 hands to clap', doesn't it?and you said so yourself that you won't just let the friendship be destroyed like that. so at least show me that you still care about this friendship? please?

and this would be my v last post on this matter. cause i hate it when i'm mentioned in other people's blog in the most subtle way. the more subtle it is, the more it hurts.

anyway, mock test and physics was so damn screwed. i missed out the last part of the question for physics which was like 4 marks! and i could have answered it ok? as for e math it's rather expected cuz i didn't study hard for it. who to blame other than myself?

and according to the last year sec 4s, o level results are like gonna be out next monday/ friday. that's totally not good at all! prepare tissues for me people!

and common tests dates suck alot. like the first 3 papers are on valentine's day. WHERE IS THE LOVE?! will you be my sweet valentine and get rid of all the papers on that day for me? then i promise to be your valentine for the entire day that day. haha...wishful thinking yuexi!

hmms...so i was so frustrated during e math today i called mrs gek stupid. and i regretted it alot after that. of course i didn't say it in her face, but i must say i said it rather loud. i was just lucky she didn't hear me. and mind you i don't call teachers stupid because i always respect them no matter how strict/sucky/irritating they are. sheesh...my temper is really getting bad to worst. can someone tell me how to stay cheerful and happy the whole day? i really need to do something about my temper if not i'll be just like a walking bomb the whole day. seriously i dont even know what's wrong myself.

signed and sealed with love at...10:25 PM
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