I like to walk in the rain, because when I cry nobody can see my tears.

Nice phrase isn’t it? It’s from the guides, hope you guys don’t mind me using it cause I took it off chuting’s msn nick. There’s even a ‘story’ behind it. Ask the guides if you want to know.

Anyway, campfire yesterday was a blast! Great job to everyone on that! Especially the guides. It is definitely not easy planning such a major event for the school. And I really enjoyed it a lot. Just that I was getting tired towards the end and didn’t have the energy to get high anymore. (Yes, I’m really getting old) but I really had a lot of fun chatting with ms ho liyi together with bernette and jane. Started to think a lot about sec 3 days. Although it was really torturous. Trying to juggle a thousand things at one go. But I definitely loves the tchers then more. Maybe I haven’t got used to the new tchers yet. But I just cant seem like the way mrs gek teach. I know she’s a really experienced tcher. But I dunno…I’m just scared I cant adapt to her teaching methods and end up screwing up e math. And I cant afford that this year. E math must be an a1 for me. As for hcl tcher, I’m so terrified of her I tell you! I feel like she will kill me anytime or something. So fierce on the first class already. But ppl tell me she is nice. And I talk to her before she seems ok…but I dunno why the different attitude in class.ok…mayb I know. Afterall our class broke chen lao shi’s heart and she refused to teach us anymore. So this tcher doesn’t want it to happen to her too. Can someone pls enlighten me on how zhao fang teaches? Is she really that fierce and all?

Ok…back to campfire. I really wanted to cry when talking to ms ho. I mean she helped me so much in sec 3, and she’s really nice and a good tcher. If only the skl knows that and allows her to teach sec 4 tho she’s new. Hiaz. But no use complaining and whining. Cause we don’t have a say. Also, all the things started to flood back to me while in campfire. Like it’s the last yr in crescent. Every event would be the last for me. It would just be different to come back as an ex crescentian. I really don’t want to leave crescent you know? All the friendships, teachers, opportunities and all. Aiya. Just v saddening. I told you I’m getting old cause I keep thinking about the past. Now I really truly believe the line, you will only regret things after it is over.

And there’s a whole load of tests next week. Plus enterprise, cca open house, council get together. And I’m supposed to be in charge of all these!!! Goodness! But since I promised to put in my all the last 3 months, I will.

And chuting told me some stuff I already knew. It’s funny I don’t feel sore about it anymore. Like maybe it’s God’s plan for me not to be ______________. Oh wells…all those are the past and I like where I am now. So I’m fine with it. I just hope one of the exco’___ would tell me themselves. I mean it’s just fair isn’t it? Or is it better to leave things this way. I really don’t know anymore.

Ok… so this weekend would be studying for tests. Good bye everyone!

signed and sealed with love at...2:57 PM
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