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Saturday, December 16, 2006

I AM = yuexi
I WANT = alot of stuff i don't even know where to start
I HAVE = loads of homework
I WISH = to finish all of them by end of next friday
I HOPE= that things would be fine all over again
I HATE = that person (i'm sorry i shouldn't but i just cant)
I MISS = the lower sec yrs. (2g1, cca, studies, friends, family and alot more)
I FEAR = failures
I HEAR = the songs playing
I SEARCH = for the best memories (i'm a sentimental kid ok!)
I WONDER = do you still think of me (i dun have a bf so don't even think along that line!)
I REGRET = not giving my best in studies this year
I LOVE = God the most! (i need to find the spiritual high agn.i'm v sad about this)
I ALWAYS = PROCRASTINATE! like now.
I AM NOT = very thin. (i need to lose weight like DESPERATELY)
I KNOW = i am getting fatter by the day
I DANCE = in my heart when i'm happy
I WRITE = emo blog posts
I WIN = err...nothing..?!
I LOSE = my determination
I NEED = CASH
I SHOULDN'T = waste time blogging!
I SHOULD = hit the pile of homework now
I WILL = do a zouwen after this

1. My ex is still...er...no comments
2. I am listening to...we are one by westlife
3. Maybe I should...go hit the books
4. I love...GOD!
5. My best friend...suikim, liting, chuting and edwyna!
6. I don't understand...how some ppl can juggle so many things at one time
7. I lost...alot of stuff money cant buy
8. People say...i'm weird \=
9. The meaning of my screen name is...huh? what is screen name?
10. Love is...something i don't understand at times.
11. Somewhere, someone is...praying about you
12. I will always...be who i wanna be
13. Forever seems...like a dream
14. I never ever want to...lose something really precious
15. My cell phone is...beside me
16. When I woke up this morning...i was a walking zombie
17. I get annoyed...when ppl start shouting at each other
18. Parties are...a good time to spend with your friends
19. My pet(s) are...erm...i don't have any pets
20. Kisses are the best when...my first is only given to the person i wun ever regret sharing with
21. Today I am...very bored and emo
22. Tomorrow I will...go to church with yin wai and her dad!(=
23. I really want...more cash!and time
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1.Ever been given a ring?Yup.sk gave me my first...unless i got some when i'm young
2. Longest relationship?none...i'm sorry but i dun see the pt at this point of time
3. Last gift you received? bangles from sk
4. How many times have you dropped your cell?once for my current phone and i scream damn loud
5. Last sport you played?i guess that would be running???
6. Things you spend a lot of money on?Clothes!
7. Thing you ate last?erm...i just drank tea in an attempt to stay awake
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?looks \=
9. A song which desribes your feelings now?nth...
10. Where do you live?u will know if u should know.hahas
11. Last relationship?friendships counted? then it wud be lovely and sweet
12. Cell phone service provider?m1
13. Favorite mall store?currently Vivo
14. Longest job held?none.
15. Do you own a pair of dice?ya....
16. Do you prank call people?nope. never
17. Last person who text messaged you?Pearlyn!
18. First friend you'd call if you won a lottery?mummy!
19. Last time you attended church?last sunday
20. Favorite fast food restaurant?Crystal Jade express.cheap and good!
21. Last incoming call? miss tan
22. Last time you got drunk?it's been a long time!
23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?any restaurant with good ambience.
24. Can you cook?hmms... i bake better
25. What car do you want to buy?currently no...i rather a chauffer.hehes
26. Last time u cried?last night
27. Most hated food?MUTTON! (traumatise in hangzhou oredi)
28. Thing you like most about yourself?i'm who i am
29. Things you hate most about yourself?my damnit attitude at times
30. Last time you had an argument?cant' remember.
31. Favorite Movie?lots
32. Name all the races of the people that you'vebeen with?malay, indian, chinese, mixed blood
33. Last movie rented?that was long long time ago. i cant rmb
34. Favorite alcoholic drinks?i hardly drink. but if i must answer i wud say vodka.
35. Favorite perfume?none at the moment. but i like my pink adidas deo!
36. What are you thinking at the moment?i should seriously stop doing these quizes and do my zouwen!!!
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01) What is your handphone type?sony ericson Z610i
02) What's the last 4 digits of your mobile no.?7013
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? "Hey pok, i just rmbed smth while bathing. if my memory didn;t fail me. i got you the pair of rock republic crown jeans u've been eyeing at far east. 27inch can? and did jim jim add us on frenster?" -pearlyn!!((=
04) Who's the first person in your phonebook?Abi
05) Who's the last person you rang?Chuting
06) Who was your last missed call from?unknown number
07) Who's the last person in your phonebook?zixin
08) What does the last message in your inbox say?i msg frm amanda
09) Who's the 3rd person in your phonebook?adelicia
10) Go to your Sent Items. What does the 5th message says?" i dunno lei. Wah! i must like meet u asap man. i wand all e stuff!i treat you to gelare on tues if u dun wan me to pay you back"
11) Who do you hate the most?it's a secret!
12) Latest gadget?): i dont know
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?too many to count. sony ericson cant see
14) What do you have as your wallpaper?a zi lian pic of me and my mum
15) How many phones do you own?1
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?Dont use speed dial.
17) Choose a star who has one or more features like you?No idea...haha.
18) Favorite blogger?hahah dont know
19) How many pairs of shoes do you own?err...i don't know!
20) What do you have as your ringtone?Hillsong-Now tat your near

ok...i guess u just skipped all those up there. as you can see i'm procrastinating like shit and wasting my time. and i really should go write zouwen now.see ya!!

btw...i cant wait to meet pearlyn and pick up all the stuff she bot for me in bangkok! i love you dear! thanks alot alot!!!!((=

signed and sealed with love at...11:13 PM
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