your favourite fairytale

you know, i have so much running through my brain these days i really dont know where to start. it's funny how i used to find joy in blogging things down so that when i write, i can reason things out. take for example if i'm angry and i start to rant about how much this person/thing has pissed me off, by the end of the entire post, i'll read back and realise that i've been really childish and then decide to just let the matter rest. i guess that's what writing can do, help you figure things out logically. but somehow, i've lost that. i dont know...but i feel uncomfortable writing certain things down.

oh wells. in any case it's not raining yet and i'm hoping to have some me-time later today. if the weather remains nice and sunny, i might hop down to spotlight to get some craft stuff. and then maybe i'm going to go to wheelock starbucks/coffeebean and read my book while i watch the world go by. hiaz. i always say i want to do this and that but i end up doing none at all. i've become such a lazy person after o's. it's almost as if o's has taken away all my energy and sometimes all i want to do is just to sleep and be lazy. it's q ironical how when i have activities for the entire week, i start to think that "hey. i want some time for myself." but when i'm totally free for the day, i start to think "i'm so bored at home. why dont anyone ask me out anymore?"yes, humans are hard to satisfy and i guess that's when problems start to surface.

and i'm happy to say that secret mission 1 is going well so i'm hoping to send it out tomorrow. i still have q a few more to go, but hopefully i can get it done by today. as for secret mission 2, i've yet to get started proper! all i've done is to type out the draft, but that's only about 5% of the whole deal. sheesh. i wonder when can it be done. and i've decided to put secret mission 3, 4 and 5 on hold first. no cash, no time, no idea as of now. hahas. i bet you're frowning right now and thinking what the hell am i talking about. sorry but i like to be secretive sometimes! hahs. you'll find out soon enough though. by the end of this hols, i promise.

alright. i shall be going now.

signed and sealed with love at...11:27 AM
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