so what if i hang up my stockings?

great sleepover i had at liting's. finally endless time with suikim and liting. i'm so happy we managed to meet up so much this holidays. really so much more compared to the past 4 years since we split up. really, the friendship we 3 share gives me the courage and faith to believe that friendships do last if people are frank and sincere enough to take time off for each other. (= and it's great to see liting's parents after so long. pretty much the same i must say.

ok...just some girly ramblings ahead, so please ignore. we spent the night looking at pretty girls and exclaiming about thin ones. ah! i'll never ever reach my ideal height and weight. ))= and my best friends are pretty, dont playplay. hehe. it was q fun looking at random pictures and going "oh my gosh, that girl is so pretty/thin/tall etcetc" very superficial and bimbotic, i know. but it's a fact and we cant hide our amazement. and also the different kind of dressing styles and how i kinda got to a general conclusion about how SOME pretty girls/guys 'waste' their life away by smoking and clubbing. i guess these 2 are the big no-no for me. you may think i'm being too conservative here. but i dont think so, and i would pretty much like to stick to my own values. of course i dont mind going to a quiet lounge like Harry's or something for a drink of mocktail, but i definitely dont fancy the idea of disco music kinda clubbing. just my two-cents on that.

and then we talked till abt 2.30 before turning in. that's what i like about sleepovers. all the heart to heart talks in the middle of the night. when we talk from guys to school to life to the past memories shared together and basically everything. it's during these times when you really get to know what your friends is thinking and somewhat get a hint of their values. it's really not always you get to do things like these, so i treausre them alot.

i dont really feel like going into details about my day so i guess i'll end it here.

i've been shopping so much lately but nothing catches my eyes (as usual) and everything seems so boring nowadays. stepping into one shopping centre in orchard road kind of equates to stepping into most of the malls there.

i've been wanting to put up a 'wants' list but decided not to since it's the christmas season and i dont want people to start thinking that i'm asking for presents. by the way, i dont celebrate christmas and dont go around wishing people 'merry christmas' so please dont get offended if i dont reply your sms. i'll only wish you back if i'm talking face-to-face with you because that's basic courtesy. although i dont celebrate christmas, i do take this opportunity to reflect and thank God for the amazing things He has done and be thankful for the things He has done for me. please dont get it all wrong that i'm so anti-christmas or whatever. but personally since it's not the ACTUAL day Jesus Christ died, neither did He ask us to celebrate this day, i really dont see the point in christmas. maybe it's just a gimmick for malls to attract throngs of shoppers so that the cashiers would ring non-stop with money rolling in every second. or maybe it's just the way the world works nowadays where people try to find 'excuses' to celebrate and have fun. whatever the reason, maybe it's good to take this time to at least thank God for all the amazing wonders He did for us. i'm not saying that we have to wait till christmas to give thanks, all i'm saying is that for christians who are spiritually weakened by their busy lives, christmas may serve as a good reminder for them to just slow down abit and reflect. at least that's the way i choose to view christmas instead of spending money buying presents or sending out christmas cards. yup. but a big thank you to those who bothered to send cards and i'm touched my your effort. it's q exciting to find a mail for me, you know?

alright, moving on. here are some stuff i'm looking for. so do tell me if you spot any nice/cheap ones whilst you shop for christmas the past few days.
1) Thick bangles
2) Long, classy necklace
3) Necklace with a cross/ballerina pendent (i'm pretty open about the designs. like with or without diamonds etc)
4) Tote bag or sth for school
5) Summer dresses
6) Heels
7) Wallet
8) Clothes (like any kind from tops to bottoms to dresses etc)

And have a blessed christmas!(=

signed and sealed with love at...11:00 PM
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