so, tell me how should i go from here?

there's alot happening right now i dont know where to start? i'm not in the mood to recap what happened since friday, and i dont think anyone really wants to know anyway.

so chuting is finally back! i really miss that girl so much, totally gone and uncontactable for 3 weeks. (actually i'm not too sure about the uncontactable part cause i didn't dare to waste anymore money on overseas msg if not my parents will come after me with a chopper. haha) but yea, basically no talk+no see for the last 3 weeks as compared to seeing her 6 times a week during school term. so you can imagine. cant wait to meet up with you soon.

anyway to those who have been asking me out for last minute meeting before school term starts, i'm really sorry for being anti-social and not promising to do so. firstly cause i'm packed (in the sense that i already have too much i've planned to have) and also because i really need time off to pack my room and most importantly gather my thoughts and prepare myself for the new school year. 2008 will be really different. although i'll still be donning the same ole yellow and green/blue crescent uniform, i'll be going to a brand new school with hardly any familiar faces. yes, i do have chuting and zifang whom i'm really glad for. but we're most probably going to end up in different og and stuff. so not like we will be able to hang around each other. and i'm really v stressed out about the school, subject combi and ppl. it feels like the kinda stress i had when this yr started. i was practically trembling. trust me, i think it's q crazy but that's what happens to me. all i can do is seek comfort in God's words. hiaz. i hate changes for the hundredth time i'm saying it. and then there's subject combi to fret about. i innocently thought that the school would give us intro class or sth during the first 3 weeks. but i'm wrong. because i've got to choose my subjects by 3rd jan, which is actually before the start of the term. i really dont know what to choose. passion tells me geog, history,econs and maths. but everyone is telling me that taking geog and history together is killer. but i really like geog and hist equally and it's gonna be tough to choose between one. and then the logical one which opens my options for uni is chem, maths, geog and econs. but i'm really really reluctant to touch science. i'm scared of it (although i generally score better for science than humans) there's just this fear. hiaz. i dont know. opinions pls?

this tangled up emotions. it's not the time to run away anymore

signed and sealed with love at...11:27 PM
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