only you know the right things to say when i'm upset

yes, i'm freaking upset i want to punch the table and slap #'s face. i spent the whole day making this awesome and pretty strawberry cheesecake especially for edwyna, chuting, pearlyn, ms tan and ms zhao only to find that # binged on 2 out of 5 of them. i'm so angry and pissed off and all sorts of rubbish. those 5 were the special ones which i painstakingly did with extra love and care. i even made the effort to cut the strawberries into heart shapes! then he had to eat the special ones instead of the one i made for the family. argh! i made a whole hug tray for the family which taste exactly the same, just doesn't look as nice and he had to touch the ones i wanted to give away. it's true he didn't know that i was going to give my friends, but i'm still v hurt. all the pent-up anger and frustration just comes rushing back. i really wonder how long more we've all got to put up with him. sure, he's better than the last time, but that doesn't make the whole ordeal any easier on the family. being sick is not the excuse alright, break out of it. grr...

ok. i shan't continue on this issue. what's done is done. i cant expect him to regurgitate everything because that's just plain disgusting. plus it's not like the first time he did such a thing and i dont think it's gonna be the last either.

anyway i aim to turn in by 11 tonight since i have to wake up super early to make bento sets again. i hope it's gonna be as successful as the last. most importantly i better be able to wake up. seems so long ago since i woke up early. even earlier than the time i wake for school. \=

signed and sealed with love at...10:17 PM
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