maybe it's just not the right time

finally the only stay home day of the week. but there's loads to do i dont think i'll be able to finish packing my room. (as usual) after today, it's gonna be a busy weekend ahead. but i'm keeping my fingers crossed that everything would be fun. it's like less than a week from the official start of school, so i've got to make use of every single second i've got.

let's look at my schedule from friday onwards
friday: go to school, go ____ hse, go to church (it simply spells BUSY)
saturday: go to church, dress up plus attend waiteng's party
sunday: church, family lunch, briefing all the way at lavender(tentative)

and so i aim to finish packing my room by saturday. but looks like it's impossible! booohoo. and i've yet to sit down and think of what to say for teens sharing. i'm sorely tempted to repeat about my whole o level experience. i mean that's what happened for practically the entire 2007 year of my life. everything revolved around the o's. and sometimes i secretly wish that the year could repeat itself all over again because o's gave me a short-tem purpose. something i was willing to work hard for. although the stress was really crazy, at least it kept me alive. i know it all sounds insane, but sometimes human needs some pushing before we can get things done.

oh wells. i've got exciting personal plans for the next 24 hrs and i foresee myself with massive eyebags on friday. gosh. but anyway i hope the things i'm doing will be successful if not i'll be terribly upset. hahas. and in any case, i find joy in making things for my beloved friends, so i guess that's what keeps me going. just like when i only survived on about 2hrs of sleep in order to rush secret mission 1 and 2. i dont know why, but i find it much more meaningful to make things for people instead of just splurging to get an expensive gift. not that diy stuff is any cheaper than buying something because most of the time i go way over budget, but seeing something with a personal touch means so much more than something expensive. that's why i always try to make something when i can. but the sad thing is i'm lacking in the artistic department so what i produce may not be very nice. ))=

anyway ytd was a crazy shopping experience my mummy dearest. i finally bugged her enough to go out with me. so we walked around wisma and taka. even mummy agreed with me that the sales are disappointing because the only sell the old stocks which aren't even nice at all! boohoo. but i managed to get a togo top from future state while mum got this top/dress which i might just kope too. hahas. haven't decided but i may just leave it for cny cause i forsee myself with nothing to buy when the time comes. but on my wanted list i must add in a tight white/silver top which i'll use for layering for the togo top. it's so fitting i can only wear it on those 'look-good' days with flat tummy. i think i put on weight again! this is so devastating! anyhows, last stop was robinsons where we spent about 500bucks! got some cosmetics, perfume and a pillow. mummy intended to buy only one new bottle of perfume but we ended up with 3 from calvin klein. there was this promotion going on where you'll recieve this super cool perfume in those splitz (sp?!) bottle with spending above 200. so we spent more than that and got the free perfume. we didn't really like the scent but loved the bottle. crazy i know. but it's so pretty! ok...enough of bimbotic gushing.

i'm off to visit cold storage.
goodbye!

signed and sealed with love at...12:09 PM
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