cause it's true, i'm nothing without You

i typed a pretty emo entry last night. but i decided not to publish it but instead just keep it as draft so that when i look back again, i'll find out how silly i've been in sec 4.

i'm waiting for pearlyn to call me and update me about everything, hence the entry. she's taking forever to wake up and wash up!!

anyway, this holidays have been pretty packed for me. but i think it's pretty fulfilling in a way and at least i dont hole up at home with nothing much to do.

let's see...plans for this week
today: uncle yaoguo's funeral in the afternoon
tuesday: out with suikim and liting (thanks chuting and edwyna for being understanding and allowing my last minute changes)
wednesday: sec 4 i&e bbq at yuqi's (i cant wait! i hope it turns out fun)
thursday: zifang's performance at night (hopefully some shopping done in the day?)
friday: chilling at chuting's place

yup. so everyday there's sth on. but at least it's pretty fulfilling. i need to exercise! hopefully i can fit running in today if i'm not too emotionally exhuasted later on. i want to swim as well. maybe that can fit in on friday over at chuting's. and the next week i plan to put in some botanical gardens loving and sentosa tanning into the picture. actually i haven't decided if i'm brave enough to tan. we shall see about that when there's proper plans. and of course i want to get down to some proper shopping which i haven't done since like prom?!! that's really long ago. and in any case, i got to get more tops which i can wear to church. i've been wearing the same few things. or rather i dont even have much choices to choose from. after next week there's youth camp so that's about a week gone again. and then i'm left with the last week before school reopens. gosh. time flies. but this holidays have been good, i must say.

i cant wait for enterprise's bbq. there's supposed to be a sleepover but my parents dont seem to want to allow (as usual). plus i dont have anything to wear because the theme is jungle madness! someone pls help! the closest i can get to the theme is to wear my black and white top and say that i'm a zebra??! \= but it's not even convincing and i dont know what else to dress up as? i shall discuss with pearlyn-the-slowpok later when she calls.

oh!! and speaking of which i got to bank in my pay soon before i use it all up. i've decided to bank 3/4 of it into my permanent account which means i cant access it using my card. and the rest would go into my nets card account so that i can use it.

ok. i shall call pearlyn now since she still hasn't called me after like 45 mins!

signed and sealed with love at...10:41 AM
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