because you never know what tomorrow brings

although the fact has somewhat sank in, i'm still feeling rather empty. i dont know. it's just so ironical how people keep going on and on about the fact that you must treasure those around you because you never know when God brings him home. but yet continue to take for granted all the people/things around us. me included.

one thing i'm glad to see is that the whole teens have somewhat become closer. we share our brother's grief. i've been keeping them in prayers. will be going for the wake later. i really hope that i wont tear. i may not know what to say or what to do, but i know God will continue to work His wonders and see them through the storm. Like what i told qiuling laoshi, God has never promised a calm, but He promise more than enough to see us through.

God please give them the strength and faith to see Your great plans in this extremely difficult period. I pray that the 4 kids will not question You but seek comfort in the fact that their daddy has gone into enternal happiness with you. Please put Your everlasting arms around Wenxue laoshi and comfort her tired and griefing soul. Please grant her the knowledge and faith to keep walking on Your path, let her see your great plans and bring her out of the misery. Please look after both her physical and spiritual body. They all need you ever so much now.
in heavenly Father's name i pray. Amen

signed and sealed with love at...4:05 PM
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