whatever you do, i'll be two steps behind you

nothing interesting happened yesterday. neither has anything extra-ordinary happen today. but i guess the day will turn out much better towards the night because it's prom/grad night day!i just hope my makeup and hair wont be screwed up and i wont end up looking like ten years older or something. plus i haven't got my necklace but mummy promised that if her cousin doesn't have a suitable one to lend me, she'll bring me down to orchard road immediately to get one. i love my mummy cause she's been rather sweet lately. at least she recognises my effort to save money and she havent been scolding me for not being at home or for not clearing my massive pile of books on the dining table and in the living room. not that she would scold me or anything if i were to go out everyday, just that i know she prefers me to spend more time at home. but hey! my neighbours are renovating their house and all the noise pollution from drilling is enough to drive me nuts. by the way, in case you're wondering how am i going to find time to shop for my necklace at the last minute, a group of us are doing our hair plus makeup in orchard parade hotel (thanks pearlyn for sharing your room!) and then we'll all cross the road to go to hilton at six plus. so if you do spot us crossing the road, pls dont laugh because i think we'll look really funny in our dresses and all. hahas. but in any case, i really hope the makeup and hair turns out fine. and i dont want to have white ghost face in pictures!!!on the other hand, it's q exciting to see everyone dressed up and all pretty. i really hope we can take loads and loads of pics although i dont think i'm going to bring my lousy camera. you know what, my dad's new sony ericsson phone's camera is the same megapixel as my camera! so now you know how lousy my cannon camera is.

so i didn't go out yesterday, but thankfully pearlyn helped me get a gift for gift exchange so at least i didn't have to make a trip down to vivo or something to get it. she claims that it's cute. so whoever gets my present, blame pearlyn if you dont like it! hahas.

and i like having in depth conversations with people. like with in-y a few nights before. it's pretty interesting to find out how someone else would view the same issue. it kind of gives you a wider perspective. or at least allow you to see the same thing in a different angle. and she always make me feel better about myself. at the very least i know that....ah..never mind! moving on, i find it kind of ridiculous how people tend to stereotype others based on how they talk or dress or walk etc. i mean you dont even know the person for who she/he is. it's just unfair to label the person as 'bad' or 'good'. i mean, it's true that we tend to choose our friends based on physical appearance when we first meet. but that's simply because we dont want to mix with bad company. but if the person is just...welll...different from us, that doesn't mean he/she is gonna be a bad person. aiya...i think there's always two sides to a coin. it all depends on how you want to see it. and speaking about stereotyping, most of the juniors know their class for upper sec already. and it's q ridiculous how they start to think that their friends are 'lousy' or 'smart' based on the class they're allocated to. a person in a C class doesn't mean that she's smarter or better in any other way. and a person taking combine science doesn't mean she's lousy. the person taking combine science may even end up with a better L1R5 for o's. so please stop comparing. you got to spare some thought for others alright. seriously, success or good results in lower sec doesn't mean anything at all. look at me and you'll know. i think everyone is on a level playing field and only hard work will get you somewhere. we shall wait and see, shan't we?

ok...i need to go mope around the house before leaving for orchard soon.

signed and sealed with love at...10:52 AM
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