1.yuexi has become extremely distracted in the past 48hours and have yet to reach her targetted number of mcq ques
2. she thinks the root of all evil is the internet
3. where she spends almost half her time gaping at pretty pictures and interesting sketchbook ideas
4. she has lost almost complete interest in online shopping
5. she doesn't know why she's typing in such a way but finds it so much easier
6. just think of something and plop it down. no need for proper sentence structures
7. her maid has just baked a whole batch of cookies which her stomach will explode from eating and she'll turn into a 200-pounds monster overnight
8. she's perpetually thinking about all the things she's gonna do after the o's
9. she is constantly scoring an average of 35/40 for both her physics and chem mcq and nothing seems to be pulling up that grade
10. she thinks (visual) art students are really cool
11. she cant wait for monday to come
12. she's secretly worried about _______
13. she wants to go on a ______ to botanical gardens, haji lane, bukit timah rail
14. she's both looking forward but yet dreading for prom
15. she thinks 15 fast facts about her is the way to end a post. Goodbye

(edit)
i've decided to off my handphone and chuck my tablet away in my drawer which i'm going to lock up after today (which is technically 20mins later). i'm tired of having to try to salvage the wreckage i've created because nothing can please everyone. it's either i hurt this or that. nothing is perfect and i just thought that this is a way i can find some sort of relieve no matter how temporary. and please dont get all sensitive and think that i'm referring to you or i'm angry at you. seriously, i'm not. i'm just frustrated with myself and how things are turning out. and it's not just about any particular event. it's about my life as a whole. it's no one's fault. really. i'm sorry if you sms me and i don't reply. i just need a break. call me at home if you really need to. i think i'm just going to hole up at home to do mcq and have tuition.

and like i said. my biggest source of distraction is the internet.

signed and sealed with love at...6:12 PM
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