when the stress gets to your head and makes those screw loose

hahah. sucha lame and random title. but who cares. it's in an attempt to lighten up and just focus on the happy thoughts. and no. i'm not gonna start rambling about how screwed up my english was. neither am i going to start complaining about o's.

on the other hand. i praise God for seeing me through every single paper and just being there for me. (= hcl paper was easier than the normal school papers so i hope i can at least maintain my b3. i'll be contented and happy with that. and if i do get an A i'm so gonna..... actually i dont know what i'm going to do. shall leave it as that for now. hahas. i just hope the teacher doesn't vomit blood and die over my compo because i didn't manage to read through it once and i'm sure i'll be hitting the max of 7 marks for wrong words etc. but oh wells. nothing i can do about it.

yayayay! o's are like half over for me. got to get through physics on friday and then i'm left with mcq papers and of course SS. but let's take the week as it comes and so, i'm only left with physics for the week. my worst nightmare but i'm gonna try my best to beat it to pulp and prove that at least i got 1% of my father's genes in physics. will you believe me if my dad is an engineer and deals with physics like everyday?! goodness, i'm such a poor testimony of my parents.

just last night i was chatting with ms tan about what i'm gonna do straight after o's. i cant wait cant wait cant wait! heehe. all i want to do is snuggle up under the covers and sleep for 24hours straight. it would be best if it's storming outside so that the weather would be really cool and cold for sleeping. afterwhich i'm gonna hop down to borders, grab a book with the trusty ole 60 dollars card i've got but never used, and then sit down at starbucks or sth to have a good read while watching the world rush by. or maybe i'll go down to botanical gardens and have a good picnic under the sun and read a book. and of course expand my bank account with extra money. i've only been withdrawing money but not adding more in. \= so much for thinking that i'll be able to save more with my own card. and then when i've finally relaxed enough, i'm going to make my life worthwhile and upgrade myself! (= of course other commitments like shopping for prom(!!!) and catching up with people around me will also take place. i miss suikim and liting so much. o's have seriously deprived me of many things and i'm going to hava payback time after next week.

ok...so much for my rambling. there's like so many happy thoughts in my head. happy thoughts conquer negative ones! so that's good in that sense.

alright. hang in there everyone. almost done. almost

signed and sealed with love at...2:28 PM
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