too much to bear

lady in me day ytd was q fun towards the back. i like the etiquette part. that's the only thing that kept the alive for the day. as for the earlier talks i was just like stoning and trying to fight the sleeping bug. i didn't fall asleep ok! but i looked so bad ytd, on top of horrid boring white blouse and black pants, i had terrible eyebags cause i couldn't fall asleep at night. woke up more than 5 times in 5 hours and yea, basically lost alot of sleep. i dont have pictures for now since it's everywhere in everyone's cam. i refuse to use the cam at home now cause it's a lousy 3.5 megapixel when everyone has like 8 megapixel now?! what is this, and my parents refuse to get a new one. so i end up borrowing from everyone. hehe.

anw i was so tired and sick ytd after reaching home. my nose was blocked and leaking all at the same time. i sneezed and cough till my throat burns. i thought it was just due to the lack of sleep but was afraid to nap since it would upset my whole sleeping routine at night. so i remained awake till bout 10.30 and just went to sleep without packing my bag for school and all. woke up this morning and decided not to go to school since i'm still have a splitting headache although the block nose and cough has pretty much cleared. but i'm still going to school later at 3.30 for chem practical since it's the last session and mrs chia doesn't allow me to make up on friday instead.

ok...short entry. nothing to share...

P.S: i really wanted to go sit in for enterprise later cause i thought chem prac was the earlier slot till about 3.30. i really need to go for one session and just relax and have fun in an environment and around people i know who wont judge me. but i guess there's no chance now. and maybe they've even stop meetings since end of years are coming for the juniors. i really feel so out of touch with the rest of the school now. for the past few weeks, sec 4 just come to school, take exams and go home. ytd was not much better. come to school, get stuck in the hall from 8.45-4.45 with recess and lunch breaks in between only. horrid. i need to feel the crescent way of life before i officially graduate. )=

signed and sealed with love at...12:15 PM
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