here's to the night we felt alive.

oh man...finally over!! the longest exam period ever. about 3 weeks in total? the whole process was horrid, but i'm glad it's over. no more emo post. at least for the rest of the week. i dont wanna think about the results, i guess i'll be mentally prepared by then.

Thank you dear God for being by my side throughout. I love you dearest Father in heaven.

i guess sometimes what sets people apart is not our achievements, but the way we react to failures and setbacks. i want to be the strong one. and i really hope i do be one.

actually i've been reading my sms in my inbox (i've got about 600 plus) and i realised that i've actually started revision for prelims way earlier than any other exams. so for that i'll stop complaining. at least i know i've tried to do what i can and although i still end up rushing towards prelims, but there's not so many regrets afterall. Everytime i reflect it feels as though i've not done enough and i'm even more unprepared than any other exams. But i guess there's no end to learning, it's more of a matter of how much you've done rather than whether you have finished or not.

but for now, all i know is that i'm really tired and i just want to go and sleep. which is what i'm gonna do after this post.

tomorrow is lady-in-me-day. since it's a once in 4 years thing, i'll wear something different i guess? i was feeling really lazy and even contemplated wearing school uniform since my mum doesn't have working clothes. but managed to borrow decent stuff and i guess i'm gonna wear them. can't decide between normal blouse or stretchy shirts though. shall ask chuting to bring her cam and take loads of pictures. i just hope we dont feel dead tomorrow.

ok i'm gonna crash now...

signed and sealed with love at...4:40 PM
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