to take things a little more slowly

ok...so i'm feeling much better after just chucking my books aside for bout 48hrs and simply unwinding abit.

call me superwoman cause i slept at 12.30am and woke at 4.30am today. woke up so super early just to make super cute bento sets for teachers' day. i think it doesn't taste that nice, but it looks cute! i'm happy and satisfied at least. and i've recieved pretty good feedbacks from those i gave. actually i only gave 4 teachers since it's impossible to make so many in such a short time. it's super time consuming ok!

but then all the teachers seemed happy to recieve it so i'm glad. and 3 out of 4 msg-ed me today to thank me again. so i hope my culinary skill wasn't too bad huh. first time ok. dont play play. (and i seriously think the staff room is a bitching place cause i only told one tcher what time i woke up to make the bento sets and suddenly all the other teachers i gave mentioned about the fact that i woke up so early and stuff. so now you'll agree with me that news, whether good or bad, spreads like wild fire in the staff room. but this time, i'm not too pissed off. hahas)

and i must say that exco did a good job for teacher's day concert today. everything was just nice and there was a mix of different programmes. not just singing and dancing, but also videos and stuff. and they even thought of giving out small treats to the teachers at regular intervals to keep their mouth busy. very thoughtful indeed. and i especially liked the item put up by the chen laoshi's sec 4 chi class. they rewrote the lyrics to a song and the lyrics was so meaningful. i cried like shit although i dont really know why. i guess it's partly because in just a few months i'm gonna leave crescent and i'll really miss alot of things here. Given a choice i rather not move on to JC, but then again, there's no such option. I'll really miss the Crescent culture, spirit, fun, teachers, atmosphere and simple every single bit about the Crescentian life. i must really say that Crescent has given me many opportunities to grow as a person. Be it tablet demo as a class in lower sec, representing crescent in the global leaders' forum as one of the speakers, being in Council exco as the discipline head and being Enterprise CEO etc etc, i am really thankful towards the school for really grooming me into a better person. ok...enough about this cause i can just go on and on about it. hahas. And of course i was feeling so stressed up over everything and the fact that the song was saying something about how chen laoshi helped them when they are stressed and making chinese seem so much easier, helping them achieve their personal best results and all, it really touched me and brought me to think about the future. Am i going to be thankful and happy for my results? or will i be tearing and scolding myself? And it also helped me to reflect about the various teachers that have crossed my path in the past 4 years. Sure, there were some who really pisses me off because i dont understand their lesson or cannot tolerate their bad temper, but at the end of the day, they would have helped me in some way or another. Some may make a big impact, while others hardly any, but they definitely play a part in making my life in crescent different. It made me think about the way i felt and treated my teachers. Like for mrs gek and mrs chia, i kept complaining about them and didn't really make an effort to pay attention to mrs gek, but i've decided that maybe i should just try abit harder and understand them instead of just complaining. But of course, there are certainly times when listening to mrs gek is not much of a use. (i'm sorry!) Seriously, I'm thankful that i've made the choice to be part of this crescentian family in p6 although i had my doubts then. oh man, i really dont want to leave crescent. And the next formal assembly i'll attend is farewell assembly. Time seriously flies man.

After school ended, i headed home first before going over to town to meet pri school friends. i really dont want to talk about the gathering, but i guess it was alright. but i learnt that you cant expect much from guys, especially at this stage cause they're just undecisive and loud and yea....you get my point. i'm sorry but that's how MOST of them acted today. with exceptions of course. And i was lazy to dress up properly today and everyone was commenting on my shirt which i got from sandra. ask me if you want to know why. But yea. And they said that i looked damn fierce! like WTH! where got lah. i kept smiling and laughing ok. where got fierce. tsk

ok...i'm gonna sleep early and start my engines tmr. no more slacking.

signed and sealed with love at...5:52 PM
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