because the first is for the special someone

finally the long hols is here. not exactly a long one for me. but better than going to school everyday to go thru mock papers and getting so frustrated over all the things i can't do when i'm expected to know how to.

i hope national day celebrations is gonna be fun. 4c3 is up to something and i'm not gonna tell you what! =P i hope someone can settle my hair for me though.

but there's chem pract on friday which means i've got to drag myself to school when everyone would be enjoying their school holiday. boohoo. i just hope i'll be able to get the correct results for pract. i still feel so insecure and unsure about myself. And that should not be the case since pract exams are just round the corner. =(( science tutor even suggested to bring the chemicals over to my hse so we can try out the experiments. but the thing is he doesn't know the 'recipe' for the unknown substance so i doubt the home experiments thing will really happen. But i really need help with my practical!!!

i dont know if i should go for class lunch tmr. apparently not alot of people is going. But then again, i need bonding time with my class since i'm not exactly that bonded with them. furthermore i need to destress and i want to use the excuse to go shopping. But i dont think i'll be going in the end since i have tuition later in the day and i've yet to complete my hw.

i was tempted to go running just now. But here i am sitting in front of the comp. So you get what i mean when i say i'm lazy and i procrastinate too much for my own good.

somehow i miss suikim and liting. i miss my primary school days altho they were pretty much a blur and nothing interesting really happens. But at least there wasn't such thing as stress that time. Even though my math was horrible and i was so worried over it for psle, i don't feel as stress like now.

sometimes prelims give me more creeps than the big O's. no logic but that's just the case for me.

i'm sorry for the random post with no linkage between what i'm saying since i'm just typing what comes into my mind.

goodbye

signed and sealed with love at...6:26 PM
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