amidst all the stress and breakdowns we all had this week, i managed to find a calm i haven't been able to find in a long long time.

this peace can only come from God. The knowledge that as long as I seek the desires of His heart, my wishes and dreams will come true in due's time. I'm very comforted by quiet time sharing and sunday school today. Especially the fact that God has promised to give us whatever we seek. But of course this will only be achieved when we walk close to the Lord and naturally what our hearts desire will be what He wants for us.

Many verses from all across the Bible spoke to me. Be it sharing from friends or just random verses i see lying around in the house. i think His words of wisdom are the best medicine for the tense soul.

Although i cannot promise that i wont break down from time to time, i also can't promise that i wont whine and rant, but one thing i am sure deep down inside is that God will lead me to the place He thinks is best for me. I might what to go somewhere else, but wherever He places me in, i'll learn to accept it. I will let Him take the wheel and not control my life the way i want it to go. I do my best in preparing for the exams, He'll take care of the rest.

I also learnt that on top of being humble, i also got to have confidence in myself. Having confidence that God will equip me with the necessary knowledge i need. Hence, there's no need for me to freak out the night before an exam, or rather just minutes before the paper.

All these are easier said than done. But essential lessons I've got to learn.

So may God give you the peace in your heart and all the best for prelims!!!

signed and sealed with love at...9:47 PM
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