you created the mess and left me all alone to clean up after you

it's speech day tmr. and the idea of reporting at 8am and sitting there for 5 hrs straight isn't that good afterall. i bet alot of sec 4s are ponning as usual. i dont exactly blame them, neither do i approve of their actions.

lessons ended at 12.15 today. i was rather glad for the early dismissal and went to hide in the library with the usual gang today. the last lesson was SS and malini was asking where will i be hanging out after school. The expected answer would be to go to town or sth, but i said i would be roaming in school. hahas. her expression was classic. funny shit.

study session was q productive i guess. i wasted so much time on my tuition hw only to find out later that most of them are out of syllabus and my worries were uncalled for. I was so worried when i could do less than hlaf the sums ok! yup. but there were funny moments as well and i realised a certain teacher is so calculative it's rather crazy. You know there's this milo drink which honour club members can drink in the library? that teacher even checks against the record book and honour club namelist PLUS count the no of milo packets left. it's crazy seriously. but too bad...there's nothing i can say. sometimes things under her is like a totalitarian state. One is not allowed to comment or otherwise be prepared to face purges. hahas. i think history is taking over my brain! i kinda like history but the fact that there's a thousand and one facts to remember and regurgitate for the exams kinda puts me off as well. it's the same for geography. irony.

anw. studying in the lib today really enabled me to see the studious side of sec 4s. seriously, everyone seems to be working so hard nowadays. Even those usual playful slackers are starting to get some serious work done. The atmosphere in the lib was just so good today since only the sec 4s dominated. Other levels were promptly chased out of the library by the libarian. I'm motivated to work work work! Shall try to stay for a night study session one day. Havent tried it yet. But yea...if the sec 4s continue this way, i'm sure we'll be able to do well for o's. (but i'm not so sure about prelims tho)

ok...i got to go read a ss chap before sleeping. Next week is gonna be hell with chem mock and SS mock. entire syllabus to cover. no joke.

signed and sealed with love at...10:33 PM
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