uncertain yet excited to a certain extent

you know i got so stressed up over the tests on every single day this week i ended up looking at the MOE website and checking out what subjects i can take in jc. and i kinda understand the H1, H2 and H3 thingy now. Not very clear but at least slightly better than the last time when i knew nothing about the jc system. hahas. so anyway...

I'm currently looking at these:
- Econs
- Geogrpahy
- History
- Mathematics
- Chemistry ???
- Literature in English ?!(i dont need to take lit in secondary)
- China Studies?!!
- Management of Business (only offered as H2 in millenia institute)

Yup. so basically i'm a very arts person as it seems. i'm not keen on taking physics at all, chem is not sure since i'm neither good nor bad at it. But chem is such a specialised subject. You either use it next time or you don't. Econs is what most people take i guess? But i heard it's pretty tough and difficult to grasp. And i really regret not taking lit!!! I really envy and admire the power of language. You can express so many things through language and find out the various hidden emotions in each word, each sentence. And surprisingly there wasn't any pre-requisites for Literature in English. But i'm still scared since i don't exactly have any basics for lit anymore and i'll probably just fail the subject. China studies seems cool but it's a new subject so i dont think anyone can advice me on that. But i dont mind learning more about China. Especially since it focuses on the fact that you learn about how China is gonna be an emerging global power and all. Really applicable and relevant (at least i think so). Management of Business is way cool! Especially if i'm serious in starting a business next time. I'm not too sure about that yet, but the thing is it doesn't harm to learn about business now right? The only setback is that it's only offered at millenia institute which means i doubt i can take it.

Anyhows, it all depends on which jc i go to and what they offer.

I'm scared yet a lil excited about my life after o's. Like which jc will i end up in, the kinda friends i'll make and all. I doubt i'll be going to the same jc as chuting or edwyna since we have so different plans for the future. Zifang is so totally out of the picture since she's gonna pursue her dreams. Even if we do end up in the same jc, we'll be in different classes and all. Choops wants to study _______ and i guess edwyna would be taking Lit and all. Whatever it is we still got to stay tight alrights!

Just 24 more days...
and about 2 more months to create the dream every sec 4 wants.

and i'm so relieved mr Koh actually went to do something about all the feedback sec 4s gave. At least our mock didn't end so late today. And yea, i see some improvements being made.

Btw, mass dance session today was only 10mins and we hardly taught the school our dance!!! Bt i dont think they really enjoyed it. Everyone was so stone and stuff. too bad we're the first class. But i think our class dance is nice. hmph!

signed and sealed with love at...10:25 PM
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