the line was never met to be crossed

i lead a boring life i've got nothing much to blog about. i'm sorry for all the mundane posts now.

Ballet Under the Stars was not as good as i hoped. (at least in the eyes of someone who don't know how to appreciate ballet) but i'm really happy for the break, the wonderful company and the graceful moves of the dancers. everytime i watch a dance performance, i'll feel really touched by the grace and poise of the dancers on stage. don't know why but i can't seem to tear my eyes away even if i don't understand the 'story' behind each movement and the whole item. and i really appreciate the hard work and practice put in by the dancers. it's never easy to put up an item and to be coordinated with the rest. Although coordination was not really good that day, but i'm sure alot of time and effort has been put in. Especially in order to attain the basics in the first place. It was also good to meet up with SK again. (=

school has been alright so far. i think the Maths Department is seriously going full steam. E math mock/ test every single week and A math test pretty often too. Mrs gek and Ms ang give so much homework i'm only doing math everyday. i need to start on the other subjects but it's impossible to finish the math hw much less touch the other subjects. i'm probably not going to finish the hw anymore. it's way too much. And the past prelim papers are really scaring me. They are all so tough i think i'm just going to sit in the hall and start crying during prelims. i'm not exxagerating! it's so difficult. hiaz.

ok...my time's up.

speech day on saturday. stop asking why i'm not getting for council because i'm simply not good enough alright? i know it myself and i won't deny that i haven't been a good EXCO. in fact i'm a disappointment and i didn't live up to expectations. That i will not deny and i admit it. but it's too late for me to do anything now. and if i could make the choice, i would _________.

signed and sealed with love at...10:41 PM
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