cause you caught me off guard and left me running and screaming

you know, sometimes i complain so much i can't stand it myself. like seriously.

school's been pretty alright. ss mock just now. i hope i did ok.

actl i have alot i want to blog about, but my mind is pretty empty now. \=

i can't wait for the weekends to come. and my motivation for the next 2 weeks is harry potter on thurs and ballet under the stars in 2 weeks time.

you know, sometimes i like it that i lead a very structured life. at least i won't be wasting time that way. like wake up at 6, go to school, reach home at about 5.30, do homework, dinner+tv, homework/revision. yes. i know it sounds really boring and that i have no life. but at least i know that i'm not wasting my time doing things like surfing the net, shopping or simply just walking around the house. and of course i do take breaks now and then, so don't start thinking that i'm some freak, or like i've already started on my revision for prelims. because majority of my time is like spent in school and the rest trying to finish up homework or revising for test. there's hardly any time for proper revision mind you!

i'm sorry for the random ramblings today. i've absolutely no idea what i wanted to blog about.

it's been so long since i last exercise i'm currently aching from mass run. like who ever aches from mass run?! yes, that's how unfit i am. my slowslow jogging speed is equivalent to lydia's walking speed. and i felt like dying towards the end. i need to exercise moremoremore! but my mum will start thinking i'm anorexic or sth if i suddenly tell her i want to run. what's more i've been blaming her for giving me funny pills to eat which i suspect makes me hungry and hence eat more. i'm absolutely positive it makes me eat more. and i hate that. i keep going on every single day that i'm putting on weight (and i am ok!my skirt feels tight now. and i'm a freaking 46kg now!i'm so upset) ok..i sound like a bimbo, but the point is that i don't want to put on anymore weight!!!

ok. my tablet batt is dying. so bye till the weekends!

signed and sealed with love at...6:05 PM
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