it isn't the same anymore

alrights. one update for the day and i'm off to tackle work. today shall be mugging day since i've been slacking the past 2 days away.

baking session ytd was fun! altho pearlyn neo the betty crocker person was so blur, but at least u learnt the proper way to bake ytd huh! that idiot only baked those ready-mixed kinda stuff before, and claims it is fun. but the whole fun about baking is transforming the raw materials (like eggs, flour, butter sugar) into amazingly nice stuff. oh wells. hahas. so we made nutella cupcakes, which were a whooping success, and snowball cookies. the cookies were horrid. it's salty! can you imagine that?? mummy said i might have bot salted chopped nuts instead of unsalted! oops! so the cookies are just lying untouched around the house. i've got a good mind to throw them away.

and i shall do some hardcore mugging today.

i must finish:
-2 chaps of science notes
-organic chem TYS (for tuition)
-study cold war

and there's still tuition later. )= butbutbut...good news is that i cancelled maths tuition on friday since mumsie offered to bring me to malaysia. yay!! i just hope there isn't a major jam or something, esp at the malaysia customs. and for your info, my mum doesn't drive, so we always take bus in. and since she's a malaysian (singapore pr), she gets to skip all the freaking long queues at the malaysia customs while i gotta queue up all alone. i hate that alot. and i use to have nightmares that they'll detain me or sth! hahas. and sometimes when the queue is too freaking long, she'll just abandon me and go to my aunt's office at malaysia to wait for me. so can you imagine, i've got to find my way to my aunt's office all by myself in a foreign country which i only step foot in every six months. it's damn scary! yes...so my friends, be glad that you still get to see me cause i can just be kidnapped or sth there. hahas. but yea...still looking forward to the good food there! so cheap and nice. i want to eat secret recipe or vivo pizza. btw the secret recipe's cakes are really cheap there. imagine them at the same price as in singapore, but it's in RM. so theoratically, it's like half price yet equally good. and maybe i'll restock my contact lens there. see how la huh.

ok...i shall go study since the rest of the week will be spent slacking again.

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and i forgot to mention. my sleep-at-11pm plan has been a failure so far. i always get on the bed at about 11.30pm, and toss and turn all the way till 12.30 at least. it's like hell. and my brother isn't making it any easier since he's always reading till that time and refuses to off the light. but even if he did off the light, i doubt i can fall asleep. there's like alot of things running through my head and i don't feel a wee bit tired at all. i considered reading history (since it's so sleep-inducing), but i was afraid that i get so caught up in it i don't fall asleep. so it's reallly irritating. i don't know how to make myself fall asleep faster! and i'm also reluctant to rely on my skin pills since it makes me really drowsy too. but it's like steriods and it isn't good to eat too much. argh! so i still wake up at like 9 plus or even 10 every day.

signed and sealed with love at...11:28 AM
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