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him to be well
GO TUANQI!!!!
at least 165
be more toned
lose 3kg
skin to be better
more clothes
single digit L1R5
better public speaking skills
graphic tee
money to get what i want! =D
overseas trip with friends
guess handbag
handbags/tote bags
shoes/heels/wedges/pumps
skinny jeans
ride singapore flyer
more time!
cute dress
cute mini pouch for my mp3
nice prom dress asap
new laptop (light blue VAIO pretty please!)
night out at marina bay with my lovelies

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oh man. i really hope that's the case. i shall try to adjust my body clock tonight. and hopefully i can fall asleep. but i doubt i can!

it's been a slack day today. did some thinking. and yea...i don't know what to think. regret is the most idiotic thing to happen to someone. and it happens to me, ALOT of times. i dont like it. yet sometimes i dont do anything to prevent it. i'm such an ass when it comes to things like this. and i was reading thru all the letters/cards etc i've recieved since sec 1. and i've realised how some friendships have become stronger with time, while others simply faded off or remain stagnant. it's q sad. like how some people say that they would stand by me and all, but they soon disappeared. and i guess i'm like that too. it's simple to say things in words, but to keep them, it's a different story. i guess everyone has the same sentiments. i just don't want to do the same to the rest. like how easily i say i'll be there and all. yes...i do mean it when i say all those. but sometimes the person who says it has to reach out first and offer help. and i'm not that kind. i'll only wait till the person wants to tell me. and is that right or wrong? i don't know. but i know i want to be able to do the stuff i promised. but...i dont know!

ok...it's only at times like this do i have emotional roller coaster going through me.

but looking back at certain things, i was really really glad to recieve comfort and encouragement from people i least expected. and even a small note makes a difference then. i still remember the particularly stormy period last yr...and maybe a bit of this yr. but it's only in tough times do we treasure those we have more. and maybe we should just remain this way. let's not cross the boundary between friends and you-know-what alrights? because i like things the way they are now and i dont want to destroy it.

ok...i'm starting to talk in circles again. sometimes i just want to close down this blog. or password protect it since there's alot of ppl i don't know reading this.

in the meantime, i shall go look for nice recipes for baking session with pearlyn tmr. i know you secretly eye-candy me right, that's why u keep wanting to meet me. -winks. on top of tmr, we're still going out on thurs. i should be getting my dress then. and i hope to find grey/black/faded blue skinnies. anw, can someone enlighten me if leggings are still in fashion? i don't really see ppl wearing them around anymore. and zifang says it's outta fashion. but i have a zara sixty bucks leggings just rotting away in my cupboard. and i'm afraid to wear it out in case i look like a freak.

time just seems to slip past like sand through my fingers.