sleeping those horrid dark circles away

SLEEP. was what i did the moment i came home today. and i slept and slept i just refused to wake up till dinner. and even so i felt so shagged. as if i haven't had a proper sleep since forever.

was rather tempted to head down to Borders today to get a book and check out the cute new series of pencil cases and whatsnot. but i decided not to. maybe i should go shopping on my own one day. it really clears my thoughts and it's great to have some time alone sometimes. (maybe you'll start thinking i'm some loner or sth. but who cares?)

been thinking alot of my life lately. and i'm still feeling rather lost. sometimes i jus don't see the point and meaning in what i'm doing. but reading the book zifang lent me Why Jesus Matters kinda helped in a way. still loads to ponder on. but yea...

anyhows, results tomorrow. TRUST in the Lord. a difficult and important lesson i got to learn. to trust and never to doubt. everything happens for a reason. and for everything i do, may i do it to honour Him.

those are the few things that keeps me holding on. i dont wanna cry tomorrow whatever the results might be. i shall start chanting to myself certain verses.

ok i need to go finish up my tuition work. it's time to oil the engines and get started once more. Prelims here i come!

拼出一个春天! 要拼才回赢!!!!

signed and sealed with love at...9:35 PM
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