it's a happy sad day

well...today started off pretty well. the usual school assembly and all. then the only lesson for the day was chem. which i wasn't really paying attention to. oops! then we slacked around abit in the canteen. i was starving and only the drink store was open with a long long queue. so i settled for a can of milo from the vending machine.

went back to class and mrs chia was being rather nice. gave us jelly and stuff. but the made thing is she knows me now and can call my name without pausing to think. (i rather she not know me)

then off to anchorpoint with edwyna and chuting. chuting had to get some guide stuff. went there and it was like a dead city. almost all the shops were closed (tho it was bout 10.40 already).so we ended up eating a super early lunch at KFC while waiting for bloomington to open. talked rubbish as usual but wasn't that high. must be the dead atmosphere for the place. i seriously wonder how the shops there even survive. spend some time at bloomington and bot some stuff.

went to vivo after that and the 3 of us were playing this game. pretty cool actl. a good way to know someone better.

walked around abit more and i had to leave to meet my mum. she lunch-ed at food republic while i watch her eat. was still super full from the kfc earlier on. then i recieve this piece of news which left me really stunned. i mean i knew it coming becuz everyone was talking. but i refused to believe them because she just isn't that kind of person. i even stood up for her and asked ppl not to jump to conclusions or spread it around. but i guess one of my worst fears were confirmed today. i feel so sad and worried for _____________ now. it's sucha pity. why didn't she seek help when she needed to? she's has so much potential...she's sucha cheerful and outgoing person. somehow i just cant help asking "what went wrong?" i was just so devastated and sad i didn't know what to do. i want to help but i don't know how to. and i'm afraid to. i just hope she gets well from it and ppl will accept her again. it's not gonna be an easy journey. hiaz...i'll just keep praying.

after lunch mum went to i-nuovi and spent forever there. i was so bored. and she kept asking my opinions for eyeshadow colours but i wasn't much of a help cause i don't really have much experience on that right! she spent almost 30 mins to 45 mins there. i was so bored.

then we went to posb to get my nets. ((= but i can only spend up to 200 a day because i'm not 16 yet. (sth like that lah)

and then we shopped around abit more before heading home. i'm so tired but i still want to go for midnight shopping. mum just sent me a whole excel doc on the timings of late night shopping. problem is there's no one i can go with cause everyone is busy with chi o's.

i really hope you can stand up again and be the girl i once knew

signed and sealed with love at...8:35 PM
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