because for God, I surrender my ALL

conversation with zifang struck me hard and deep last night. i'm extremely thankful for her. even for her harsh words cause every single thing she said cut me skin deep. deep into my flesh and every part of my soul. i reflected. and cried before God. to tell Him how sorry i was for every single thing i did. i seeked His forgiveness and felt a spiritual calm i've never felt in a long while as my eyes closed. from now on, i will work hard for God. i will strive in my studies and not find excuses for myself anymore. i will give up everything if He wants me to. because He is worth it. faith without action = no faith. that, i'll no longer commit. i want to be His living testimony. i don't want to control my life with my own hands anymore. He shall steer my life for me and i'll do things to glorify His name. i promise

ok. so today has been a great day. went to church in the morning with Yin Wai. details shall not be written here.

then left early to meet suikim and liting in town. went to borders cuz i wanted to get this book called 'Red Tears'. but it was out of stock. so too bad for me. bought a random pack of paperchase cards tho.

then we went to taka to have lunch at Breeks. food was alright, company was great. ((= and we talked alot of rubbish as usual. then walked around abit. attempted to find the book at kino but decided against it cause the queue was ridiculously long. then shop arnd. went to Guess cuz it was having sale. and i saw this bag which i q like.



don't you agree it's pretty? =D

yups. then walked around more at isetan at wisma. went to daniel yan to look at prom dresses. but saw nothing that striked my fancy. i seriously don't know what i want. if u know me well enough, you'll know i'm freaking picky and i take forever to find something i like. i doubt i'll find anything by the time prom rolls around. aunt suggested going to KL to get cause there's nice and cheap ones there. but the ride there just irks me. i hate long bus/car rides. maybe i'll check out those shops at Delfi Orchard with mummy soon. (saw some prom ads there)

so we talk and walk all the way to far east to continue our search for prom dresses. and it seems like suikim and liting are more interested in finding a dress than me altho they already got one. they kept picking out dresses for me and asking if i liked them. which i sadly, didn't. in the end they were q desperate and impatient at me. sorry! it just got to be that perfect one u see. (and they were also desperate to get me a birthday present.hahas)

so we went to Gelare to rest and eat and talk more rubbish. we simply have endless things to say and i just love love love them loads. nothing seemed to have changed and to think of it we have been friends for at least 6 yrs! best friends in fact. altho we might not talk everyday now. but they still hold a special place in my heart. i'm thankful to have them as friends. and they sang me a soft birthday song at Gelare. totally didn't expect them to sing i covered my face. hahs. thanks alot.


what does a Guess box mean...???

then we went to isetan, tangs etc cuz suikim and liting were extremely desperate to get me a present. and i was refusing to cooperate cuz i didn't want them to spend anymore. they already treated me to lunch and dessert. tho i kept insisting that i paid instead. so they went around trying to find the wallet version of the bag i wanted. it wasn't cheap at all and all they could find was the other colour which i didnt like. so we went from place to place and finally bot it at tangs. really thanks a million for everything. make me feel so bad for making u guys spend so much. believe it or not, that guess wallet was the first ever branded thing i ever owned. (unless u count roxy as branded)


it means a Guess wallet from my besties! (ok this is so lame...)

actually, the best birthday present wasn't the lunch, nor the wallet (tho i love it alot!). but rather the time we spent today. the little pleasures of life i would say. i really love your company and will cherish these times we had tgt alot. tho we might all be busy with our individual lives, i'm glad we all still make it a point to meet up once in a while. thanks for every single thing you've done for me today.

i'm thankful for my friends and such happy moments we share

signed and sealed with love at...9:53 PM
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