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him to be well
GO TUANQI!!!!
at least 165
be more toned
lose 3kg
skin to be better
more clothes
single digit L1R5
better public speaking skills
graphic tee
money to get what i want! =D
overseas trip with friends
guess handbag
handbags/tote bags
shoes/heels/wedges/pumps
skinny jeans
ride singapore flyer
more time!
cute dress
cute mini pouch for my mp3
nice prom dress asap
new laptop (light blue VAIO pretty please!)
night out at marina bay with my lovelies

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yay! darling choops manage to get the tics for phantom. so it's confirm that we're gonna catch it after mid yrs on 12 may. the 2pm matinee one. tell me if u're going on that day too! (=

so i've been pretty much slacking away on thursday night and friday. the only thing productive i did ytd was a math chap 22.1 (but i've got q a few questions i don't know how to do), math tuition for 2 hours, el weekend assignment (oh! "for the love of english") that's what they call tat booklet. they probably want to drill it into our system that english is the love of our life or sth! HAHA.

and mum is asking me to go out to town later. i havent decided if i'm going anot tho. cuz there's a part of me who wants to go to church (and i know i shud), another part wants me to finish up my hw and start on revision for mids (it's only like 20 plus days left!and i can't screw up if i want to apply for DSA), and another part of me who wants to just shop. sheesh. so instead of being torn into 2, i'm torn into 3.

and now i'm seriously re-thinking if i should try for DSA. i'm not even sure if i want to go where i want(ed) to go... should i just aim for something lower...and try to do well there. instead of going somewhere good and then struggle to keep up with the rest of the smart asses there. hiaz. i hate making decisions. and of course there's the decision as to whether i want to combine my sciences!

i used to be sure of what and where i want to go in lower sec. like in sec 2...everyone was unsure of what combi they wanna take. while i was v sure of what i wanted. but now when everyone knows which jc they wanna go, and what they want to do in life...i'm here struggling. it just sucks you know? making all the decisions and unsure if they were the right ones to make. i just hope that God would point it out right in front of my face where i should go. i don't like trying to guess the way myself.

last night's seafood dinner with uncles and aunties was v nice! ate till i wanted to burst. caught up with claire too. and yueqi won second for some Asian Ballet competition thing! for her age group. pro not? she's so talented...like she tops her class/level. and does well for ballet too. (sometimes i'm jealous of ppl like her cuz i don't even know what i'm good at for 15 yrs of my life already!) but i shall be patient and wait for God's direction. he definitely has something he wants me to do.

and i really like it when people does sweet stuff to me. it can be as simple as walking with me to somewhere just to accompany me even when it's not along the way (looks at in-y and ______)...or just surprising me with a hug or just asking how things are going (mumsy!) yea...i might not show it well..but i really apppreciate all those little actions and it really makes my day. it shows how much u care. and i guess the more we know someone, the lesser we do these kinda stuff. the lesser we ask her how she is and all. it might mean 2 things. 1) you know her so well u can read her mind and know what she's going through. or 2) you are so close u find it awkward to ask such questions. u find it's more of a responsibility to know what she's going through. but in actual fact you don't. yet...u don't know how to breach the subject. i can say that i fall into the second category more. sometimes i just don't ask how someone is doing tho she means alot to me. and i can ask someone not so close to me if everything was ok..

ok...i shall try not to update so much and start working for mid yrs. hopefully i'll only update during the weekends (or occasionally when i need to let off some steam)