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crescent
4c3'06
i&e clubber
CEO'0607
exco'0607
christian
fisherman of christ (teens)
jessy_thng@hotmail.com

him to be well
GO TUANQI!!!!
at least 165
be more toned
lose 3kg
skin to be better
more clothes
single digit L1R5
better public speaking skills
graphic tee
money to get what i want! =D
overseas trip with friends
guess handbag
handbags/tote bags
shoes/heels/wedges/pumps
skinny jeans
ride singapore flyer
more time!
cute dress
cute mini pouch for my mp3
nice prom dress asap
new laptop (light blue VAIO pretty please!)
night out at marina bay with my lovelies

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Till i get my thoughts and emotions sorted out.
something i typed last night when my mind was in a whirl.(it still is now...but i glad i told in y some of the stuff bothering me. at least i know someone else cares)

hug me tight and tell me everything's alright.

i really want to take a break and run away from it all. i'm tired...too tired emotionally to do anything. i feel so helpless each time i attend enterprise meeting. however hard i try to muster up the happiness and all i just can't seem to lead the cca well anymore. i know i've been letting the cca, ms tan and mr keong down alot this yr. i know i haven't been up to standerd in almost every single aspect. be it church, enterprise, academics or council. (note ranking) and i know i've been feeling cranky cuz i almost burst during meeting today...and it was over a small matter. really, what's wrong with me? my mood changes like the weather. for a few hours i'll be really high (though deep down i still feel horrid), and then the next few hours i'll start wallowing in self pity and start to panic real badly that i don't have much time left to achieve goal no 1 and 2. this feeling just sucks and never seem to want to go away. damn.

everyone's telling me i'm looking more and more stress lately. even some teachers have noticed. i hope i can just collect myself during the holidays. it's just too tiring to stay like this. but i cant seem to pick myself up anymore. everything is just so meaningless.

take care dearies while i go on a hiatus to sort everything out. i don't know how long i will take. but i'll be back stronger than before.