You have to find something that you love enough to be able to take risks, jump over the hurdles and break through the brick walls that are always going to be placed in front of you. If you don't have that kind of feeling for what it is you are doing, you'll stop at the first giant hurdle. -- George Lucas

that was one of the daily comtemplations thing ms shervon sends out. thought this one is so true.

after going through a whole load of thinking these few days, i've decided to treat her as my friend and continue to love her. afterall that's what god wants us to do. as long as i can find the love as a friend towards her, i'm sure i can just get over what she has done to me. some may find this just plain stupid for me to give so much to this friendship, but that's way better than trying to avoid her or pretend to be nice to her right? i rather just try to put the past behind and get on with life. not like the world would stop spinning just because of me.

anyway, i just felt that the quote above really applies to enterprise too. it's like about 4 more weeks before we officially step down. (if you minus off cny and common tests etc) and this yr i seem not to be able to muster up the same enthusiasm as last year. maybe i'm just too tired out by everything. but this wun be fair to the other ppl in the cca, so i hope that my love and passion will burn even brighter than before in these last few weeks. make them a happy and worthwhile one. hiaz. just cant seem to let go of everything. i'll miss the company, the projects and everything in enterprise. and in time to come comm 2006/2007 will just fade into the darkness and be forgotten forever. that wud be so sad but inevitable. =((

oh wells...i'm off to do hw there's loads to do this weekend. with tests next week too.

signed and sealed with love at...11:00 PM
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