i'm so sad i can cry now. )= well...today has been pretty much a v nice day until just 5 mins ago.

ok...let me start from the beginning.

on friday, dad made a trip down to school for me thinking that my tablet would be ready for collection. as that was what mala told me when i called in to check. but end up my tablet still has some hardware problem and they are sending it over to the center to repair. which means i kinda made dad waste a trip down. but then he managed to get a replacement laptop for me. so i was very happy la. at least i wont have to wait for my turn to use the house comp. yup. then i was even happier when i log on and saw that there was a folder named 'Thng Yue Xi's backup'. so i just quickly went in and browse through, but i didn't open every single file. then just 5 mins ago i went into 'my music' wanting to listen to some songs. but i found alot of folders empty! and i was totalling freaking out. then i went to check 'my pictures', 'desktop' etc. and i realised my homework folder is not there! and my pictures are all gone despite the folder being there! which means i was happy for nothing cuz those 2 things are the things i really need and want. aiya. i'm just so sad now la. so much for being happy that mala managed to backup my stuff...boohoo. so now i've got to ask chuting for the lesson notes and all. v sad lehs! all my work gone like that. esp my pictures!!! it's like 3 whole yrs of picture all gone. hiaz

oh wells...on a lighter note. i started the day off with yin xin hui in church. was v enlightening to hear the sharing of experiences from the sec 4s. they are like so raw and it's stuff i face almost everyday. and many of them shared about tuan qi. and i was v v inspired to go. and i was thinking it's never too late to start going. ppl like lincong, chenxi also didn't start from sec 1 (but i tot they did) and they only started goin in like sec 3 or 4? so it's never too late for me to go. and tuan qi is really important. so yuexi stop giving urself excuses and go for tuan qi!!!(and thanks jiaying for reminding me!(=) yups. the speeches were long but meaningful. then it was games! pretty fun. and our group got to eat bittergourd with ketchup!!! luckily the ketchup make the bitter taste much bearable. was just chewing and swallowing trying not to taste it. of course there were many other stations. but i'm lazy to elaborate. then lunch was fine. thanks to linwen laoshi who got the food all in order. (=

dad fetched me home then slept till 5.30. only to find that i was late for waiteng's party! cuz it starts at 5.30. nonetheless i reached at around 6.30 and had alot of fun doing silly stuff. like 'whoosh!' and writing the sash in the suana toilet. actually it's just a toilet but it was so hot and humid it feels like a suana. hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAITENG! yups. had loads of fun bonding with excos who were present. and we bbq-ed like alot. ooh...and shawn was pretty much a nice guy. shy but polite. and he was v formal when waiteng intro me to him. lik he shook my hand. was q shocked at first. good choice joce! (tho i dun agree...but at least he's nice) we also played sparklers and all. waiteng u like our guess wallet?? yea...we bot a guess wallet for waiteng. cost a bomb but it was worth it i must say. exco you know what i want for my birthday eh? (winks winks). hehe. actually all i want for birthday is to have a really fun gathering with all my friends. be it exco, church, 2g1 ppl or simply anyone who knows me. that would be the best present. but too bad next year there won't be a chance for me to hold a bday party cuz like prelims are so near!!! oh wells. why i am talking about such a thing that is like half a year away. goodness! i realise i keep talking about the future nowadays. after dinner and clearing up, we went to waiteng's hse to watch 'the perfect man', but i had to leave like 30 mins into the show. so i still don't catch the whole plot of it. but i guess it's the usual chick flick kinda show.

ooh..and i heard zhang junhan and mrs chia is gonna be my form teacher next yr?!!!! ahhh!!! we really need a tcher that can bond us tgt. and i'm sorry to say i don't think they can. i really hope that our class would be more bonded. i dunno but it seems really important to me. like in sec 2, it was the class spirit and all that kept me through the whole torture process of streaming. tho studying and all was stressful and difficult, but it was the class that kept me through. furthermore, it would be the last yr in crescent. and having a really bonded class really makes a lot of difference. but oh wells...

ok...rather long post. i really need to get down to work oredi. just 3 more days to school!!!i don't want!

when you pray.


at the close of the day,
when you kneel to pray,
will you remember me?

i need help every day this is why i pray,
will you remember me?
Ooo...

When you pray, will you pray for me
for i need His love and care.
Oo...

When you pray,
will you pray for me
will you whisper my name in your prayer?


At the break of the day,
when you kneel to pray,
will you remember me?

i need help everyday
this is why i pray
will you remember me?

Oo.. when i pray
i will pray for you
for you need His love and care

Ooo...when i pray
i will pray for you
i will whisper your name in my prayer.

signed and sealed with love at...11:39 PM
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