all we need is an ice-cream and a big barney hug

i've finally have a blogskin up. not the best one. but good enough. pearlyn where's the blogskin u promised??? oh wells. just 2 more days to I&E camp. i'm pretty dissapointed with the turn up no.but what can i do? maybe i just don't make the cut. i really don't know. i'm just tired alright. and yes, i really need a super duper huge ice cream and a big barney hug to cheer up. anyone kind enough? and crying yourself to sleep at night is an exhausting thing to do. don't wanna do it anymore. and i promise myself to do homework when I&E camp is over. and get it done by next week. yes...i know i can do it if i focus hard enough and don't keep slipping out for retail therapy.ok... i'm talking in circles i don't know why. just feel pretty depressed. anyway, i spent the whole morning burning papers for the camp. havent stain it with coffee tho. but i hope it turns out fine. i just hope the whole camp turns out fine. i feel so sick and tired of it oredi. but i know when it starts it would be great fun as long as i don't screw up anything. i miss those carefree days in lower sec. esp in sec 2 when i can give my all to everything i do and get results from it. i enjoyed myself then. the class, the company, the things i do, the teachers, the relationship i had with God. really...where has that fairytale gone? it's not supposed to end just like that.

oh wells.it's off to staining papers then.

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signed and sealed with love at...2:56 PM
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