why is it your feelings start to fade when i think i'm ready

just a quickie before i leave for church camp in johor...
i'm pretty excited about it.
it is always during church camps where i feel recharged all over again
and i love being able to have more time spent with the church peeps.
ok...don't ask me why i start having a blog agn...
i just felt like it cuz there is so much bottled up inside me i just got to get them out
at least some of them
anyway, i would be away from now till thurs night
so if there is anything urgent, just drop me an sms and i'll try to get back asap
but note i would only entertain important and urgent msg!
altho i'm pretty excited about the trip, i cant help but feel insecure about being away when enterprise camp is drawing so near!
i just hope everything gets done when i come back
and we are all ready for the camp
this yr's attendace sucks
but the camp still has to go on
at least mr josef is coming back!
i miss his crappiness alot alot!


anyone would be nice and do a special blogskin for me?
i'm too lazy to find one on blogskins.com
and futhermore i cant find the perfect one there!
i don't want to have the same skin as anyone i know
yet those i like are being used oredi.
so i figured the best would be to have my very own blogskin
one with pictures of my frens and i or sth
someone pls surprise me with one when i come back on thurs???
pretty please?
but then i doubt anyone would be so nice...=
i have a sudden urge to go to cine now..
i want to get the monday-sunday shirt there!
but that would cost a bomb if i were to get the shirt for everyday
but i want the sunday one the most becuz i go out every sunday to church
which means i will be able to wear it if i want
and i want to buy those cheapo shirt sold at the same pushcart as the mon-sun shirts
i tot they look pretty good...
and they are cheap too!
date anyone?

aiya...
so many things happened ever since i stopped my prev blog...
i don't know where to begin?
life is pretty stressed up at the moment cuz i keep having nightmares about enterprise being screwed up
and like everyone starts blaming me cuz i'm like the chairperson afterall
it's causing me insomia i tell u!



ohhh!
but i'm pretty happy in y went to my church ytd!
i hoped she learnt something altho sermon wasn't v relevant to her ytd
and i was finding it kind of difficult to concentrate after being away for 3 weeks!
i missed church so much...
i hope i can get the 'stamina' back after church camp
and in y...come agn next sunday lah!!!
do consider yea...
ohh...and it was pretty funny when i'm flipping the bible for in y
i dunno wad happened to me but i kept flipping to the wrong page
she was pretty frustrated i think
hahas
hey...but u cant blame me what!i use the chi bible for reading
and i hardly touch english or chi-english bibles
unless i use the daily bread
but daily bread has the verse inside the booklet oredi
so i dun usually flip the english bible for that...
anw...in y i strongly encourage u to come agn!
and stay for sunday school.((=
my tcher is a really nice and hip person tho he looks old
actl he is old...
but he is really v hip one lah!

okok...
i got to go pack now.
take care everyone and i'll miss you!

signed and sealed with love at...11:54 AM
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