because i love Him for doing so much for me and everyone else

i'm back from family cum church camp in johor!
it was the bomb as usual
really learnt alot.
and i made a few promises...
and i better stick to them this time!
my room mates were pretty nice too
yuduan and jieyu
and i must say jieyu is a really good room leader and someone to have quiet time with
she is able to provide a different point of view from what i learn when i read a verse
and i think she is v v matured spiritually
she was sharing experiences with us that she was q naughty in sec 1 and stuff
it was only till sec 2 that she suddenly 'woke up' and started to pursue god
anw the sermons were great
and it's like so applicable
made me reflect alot on the relationship i have with God
and i realised i've slacken so much in this year
somehow i've allowed studies to overtake god
and i think i'm overly obsessed with results
of cuz it is also my duty as a christian to study hard and all
but ultimately the one with eternal value is the relationship with god
so from now on i'll struck a balance btw God and studies and everything else
and i will try to do quiet time before i go to skl instead of at night as most of the time i wud be dozing off
i also got to know some ppl better
oohh..
and we played bowling on one of the days
and i was pretty thai-co (sp?!)
i was just like 8 points away from crossing 100!
but it's like my first time so near a hundred
v happy!
and it was fun playing with the church people too...
let's just say i learnt alot and made alot of promises so i'll rely on god to help me keep to them
shan't put up the sermon notes here.
ask me if u want them...



anw
i was really peaceful and calm when i came back
except the fact that i was grouchy to be woken up by my bro on the car
then once i came back and check my fone and email and stuff
i read that there were probs for the cca camp
it's getting pretty frustrating
but i decided to chuck them aside and look at it agn at night
for now...
i'll just try to make use of the peace and quiet i have for awhile before everything starts flooding back
argh
i'm so stressed!
but i'm emotionally and spiritually recharged...
oh man
this is so ironical!



oooh!
i got this scholarship award thing
i tot i wun get it this yr
cuz my results dropped so much and all
praise the lord!
but this time the satisfaction is not so immense
cuz i knew i've sacrificed things more important than studies this yr
like family time and god and stuff
and i din put in my best effort
oh wells...
but i got something else and i'm v v happy i got it
i just hope it is true
we shall just wait for the notification and see how



anws...
i'm kinda tired (physically)
so i shall go nap and come agn later to settle the camp stuff
and prolly try to find a blogskin since no one is gonna make one for me \=
hopefully i can find one that i like...
toodles till then ~

signed and sealed with love at...7:37 PM
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